Thursday, May 25, 2006


S.T.R.E.S.S




for once in my life did i start to feel stress.. nv before in my 3 yrs of pre-school, 6 yrs of pri sch, 4 yrs of secondary, a yr of repeat of my O'Levels for my Science subject, 3 yrs of poly and 6 months of work..


except today..


i start to feel the stress n tension piling up in me..


my workplace is gonna have lotsa major changes..


my boss starts to hint that my sales figure has been stagnant ever since i came back fr KL...


he announces openly tat june is a very impt mth.. its either u perform or u dun.. its either u stay or u go.. its jus either this or that but ultimately, wad he wans fr me is to perform in jun in order for me to move over..


if nt, i'll have to stay put n suffer with the new management..


aww.. tats certainly not wad i wan..


of cos i wana move on.. its a gd chance for me.. double promotion in a yr can be optimistic..


but tat is i have to stop being lazy, be more hardworking, get rid of the 'im-going-on-a-holiday-mood', make more calls, secure more appts, have higher sales figures..


if not,


i'll have to remain in this branch n suffer with the new management..


which means tat there won't be anymore privileges..


no more freebies..


no more vouchers...


no more incentive treats..


no more of everyting..


OH MY GOD!!!! will someone save me???


i need to work reali hard in june as soon as i come bac fr HK.. no more time to waste.. if nt i'll jus remain in this pat-tu-pat-hut land..


i dun wan..


i certainly wana move on..


:(


10:00 AM


aManDa