Happy Halloween



tonite is a great time to party cos its Halloween + Eve of Public Holiday cos tml its Deepavali!!

i haf frens askin me to go 3 places.

1) Zouk
2) Devils
3) Club Momo

but im stil comtemplating whether to go anot.

cos,

Im so damn tired!!! slept onli 3 hrs ytd n i gt exam on wed!! n i haben study!! today in class, i realise all of my colleagues haf studied so much more than me! sigh!!

i reali feel like gg out to party but i will feel guilty abt it.. how how!?!?

haizzZ

i guess i shall go bathe n haf my dinner nw.. b4 i decide i wana go out party anot..

lOlzzZ

if i say im nt gg out, no 1 will belive.. so let's c abt it..

>_<

8:14 PM


aManDa

Pls teach me how to be disciplined



guess wad. i tink im reali v lazy n super duper NOT DISCIPLINED AT ALL!!! wth.. din i mention many times tat i wana stay home tis wkend to study for M9?

but damnz,

i) i gave in to temptation ytd n went devils.
ii) i tell every1 tat i wana go home at 2am. end up i left at 5am.
iii) i skip salsa today cos i wana study but till nw, im still down here bloggin my 2nd post of the day. n tat is after watching 2 hrs of TV.
iv) im nt gonna study today cos im gg indochine later.

u c lah.. wkend is damn precious to me now lor.. i reali cant make the big sacrifice to bury myself in books!!

u knw wad, its onli right nw den i realise hw much i adores jeans n all my spagetti, tube, halter tops, etc.

Y?

if u clad urself in office wear 5 times a wk, u tell me if u will worship ur pair of jeans n mini skirt on wkend anot lah! duh...

but guess wad, my mum has been naggin at me daily for tis wkend n complain tat i go out too often n seldom at home.. worse of all, i come home so 'early'.

(pls read tat 'early' refers to Early In The Morning)

how can i come home 'late' wif Devils opening until 6am, Momo until 5am?!?!?! u tell me!! i cant do it.

sometimes i feel im a bad girl.

Y?

fr the conservative n traditional point of view,

i m a gal.

BUT,

I Drink,
I Smoke.

Plus,

I always go D.I.S.C.O and P.U.B.S.

And,

I never come home before 12am unless i come home straight aft work.

Gosh... which mother-in-law will like her daughter-in-law to be like tat??

OMG!! My Freaking GOD!!!!!!!

But, on the gd points to console myself is tat,

1st point to note,

I DONT GAMBLE!!!

nth great rite? cos most gals doesn gamble rite? but u r wrong. I used to haf 2 gal frens who bet on soccer.. n they dun jus bet. they bet heavily.. n when they lost, they dun haf $ to pay, den they borrow fr loansharks. den ... hai.. their story too long n complicated liao.. nt for me to comment anim.

althou i do play mahjong but i play leisure mahjong which means tat i play jus to kill time n usually play on 20 40 cent. not alot rite? once in a blue moon or maybe pink moon, i will play 50 cent 1 dollar. PINK moon leh so u can knw how seldom is tat liao.

therefore, i dun see myself as a GAMBLER!! heezzZ

2nd point to note,

I DONT TAKE DRUGS!!!

well, to be frank, i admit tat i haf tried drugs b4 but tat is many yrs back. i took it back den out of curiousity n i felt tat i live onli once so wana try to haf a feel of every aspect of life.

so, i tried the more famous drugs which r E, K n 5. the feeling is nt gd cos u dun haf control of urself.

I DEFINITELY DISCOURAGE PPL FR TAKING DRUGS!!

n i knw of a gal who takes drugs as rice.. damn terrible n i feel sad whenever i c her.. cos she forever looks so stone n gone.. haizz... no matter hw much i try to brain wash her, she still takes it.. i can onli pray tat she comes to her senses soon..

But, i nv got addicted to drugs therefore i guess i can b labelled as DRUG-FREE!! >_<

*-*

right nw, i haf calculated tat it is 3 days to my M9 paper n Mon n Wed is Self Study so i can study in LDC. Plus, Tues is Deepavali so i gt ample time to study!!

haiz.. i knw im jus giving myself an excuse to be lazy.. but pls, for the past 20 yrs, i nv study way b4 a paper. im the kind who always burn last min midnight oil.

damn terrible rite? its okie. cos at least i manage to pass all the way til nw.
ya ya hor? its okie. cos its my own life.

i shall end here nw cos im late!!! i meet Aaron 8pm at Indochine n its 7.30pm liao n im stil here?!?!??!!?

omg!!

time to tataz liao!!

bye folks!!~~

7:25 PM


aManDa

i told myself tat i mus stay at home tis wkend to study for my M9 but apparently, i failed..

Y?

cos i cant resist the temptation nt to go clubbing on a sat nite.. hw can i stay home on a sat nite jus to study??

tats so unlike me.

therefore, i broke my promise n head down wif devils. Sammi n Ying Hui joined me together wif Aaron n Kelvin they all.. n its another nite wif abundance of drinks..

later in the nite, prof n gang went down oso n tat equals to more drinks.. but overall, i reali had lotsa fun..

clubbing these days is so much fun as compared in the past when i club wif joseph n his frens onli at Momo.. n i kena bitch by his fren for pouring too much of his drinks etc.. so gek gao.. n they oso dun dance etc.. so damn boring..

fyi, clubbing wif a 50 yr old man is much more fun than clubbing wif joseph they all.. my frens definitely knw how to enjoy much betta than they do.. n they r nt as gek gao as them..

cann belive it rite? yeah man.. those ppl shld reali get a life..

i jus realise sth, those days clubbing wif them is jus so boring n it doesn gets me high at all.. n its so stagnant to be at the same table wif the same ppl.. worse of all, cann drink much.. tats the most sian part..

if go clubbin doesn gets me high, might as well jus stay at hm n zzz.. i dun need to be high but pls gif me some alcohol kick if nt its reali damn boring..

therefore, aft 2 nites out clubbin, time for me to get down n start studyin for my M9 now.. im glad i still gt a few days to study.. at least not so bad.. heezzZ!! >_<

wish me luck k... :)

BTW,

November is coming!!! wohoho!!! n my BIG DAY is coming!! my 21st bday!! im sooooo excited abt it nw.. i've booked my party venue alrdy.. mus start preparing liao.. heee heee

26 Days to My 21st Bday

3:46 PM


aManDa

Exams coming.. argh!!



i din blog for a few days le.. y? cos im tired.. its reali tiring to travel for an hr to n fro daily..

im so glad next wk has got 2 Public Holidays!!! n halloween is coming!! yeah... :)

but in between tis 2 holidays, im having my 1st paper.. which is M9.. sigh~ the hardest of all.. hope i pass.. mus pray pray for me k.. heezzZ~

life is still a party aft i start work.. hehe.. i stil go drinking wif frens.. thurs was at devils n i had fun until 2am+ b4 i realise its reali time for me to go home zzz.. fri was bad cos i woke up onli at 7.30am! gosh.. any later den tat n i will be late!!

dear corine reali loves house music as compared to R n B.. lOlzzZ.. in fact we went for the Juice event at Zouk last nite.. n i met up wif my colleagues later in the nite...

n this counts to Part III out wif colleagues.. but this time is diff fr the past few times cos most of the gals went.. past 2 times comprise of mostly guys..

fyi, the new zouk is still as happening as ever.. however, i was a little disappointed wif their renos.. i tot they will undergo a dramatic change but they din.. haizzZ~

the onli thing tat has changed is the entrance, the walkway to zouk, the toilets as well as the uniform of the staff n bouncers.. there are more changes but these are the onli things which i noticed a great change...

gone were the days u c man in black cos they r dressed in beige nw.. the music is still as great as b4.. do check it out!!

following zouk came devils..

in the past, clubs open onli till 3am so i'll party til 2.45am when lights on..

BUT,

aft the new rule came, whereby clubs nt located in the heartlands r allowed to open till 6am, i continue to party till 6am.. pengzzZ..

let me enlighten u on the closing time of the few places tat i club at :

Devils Bar - 6am
Club Momo - 5am
Dbl O - 4am
Zouk - 4am
Mdm Wong - 3am

tats all folks!!

8:58 PM


aManDa

Out wif Colleagues Part II



i went out wif my colleagues today.. but onli 8 of us went.. had dinner tog at Boat Quay b4 heading for a round of pool..

im glad tat all of us gets along well tog.. heezZZ

aniw, i had my lesson on Unit Trust today.. the 1st half of the day was pretty boring cos the trainer talk abt all the diff mkts.. its bored enuff to make me nt wana pay attention at all..

den came lunch.. its was pretty funny cos abt 20 of us went to tis small little cafe in a corner of tampines to eat.. even the staff were shocked cos suddenly gt 1 big grp n they onli had 2 guys..

but the lunch was pretty okie onli.. but daryl had a terrible lunch cos he paid $4.50 for his salad withou dressing n it contains onli some pieces of lettuce n cucumber n tomato.. tats all!! pengzzZ~~

some of them order sandwiches n it cost them onli 4 bucks.. consists of lettuce, cucumber n tomato as well!! nt forgetting they get bread n meat etc.. poor daryl!! lOlzz.. every1 was like suaning him abt it.. tats the first n last time he's gonna get tat salad!! haha~

aniw, aft lunch den we reali touch on Unit Trust.. pretty easy to understand but gt alot more to learn.. tml is gonna b M5.. hope it will be fine!!

fyi, i jus came bac fr Devils.. so im tired nw.. gg slp liao..

nitey nitezzZ~!

12:39 AM


aManDa

My 21st Bday Is Coming!!!



wo ho ho!!

my 21st bday is coming.. in 1 mth time!! yeah!! exactly 1 mth time!!

n im so excited abt it..

i hope my party turns out well!! heezz

hope my dreams come true..

hope my wish list comes true!!

some ppl haf asked me wad i wan le..

in general, i like watches n perfume!! my 2 top fave items!!

cos i dun tink frens buy diamonds for each other de rite?

other than tat, bigger items include mobile phone n digi cam.

nt forgetting LV n Gucci.. a woman's all time fave besides diamonds.. lOlzzZ~~

tml gt Unit Trust lesson.. reali need to slp liao..

buai buai@!

11:31 PM


aManDa

Okie dokie.. I've completed my Retirement Planning thingy today.. Took a test on Foundation & Technical Competencies for Finnancial Planners.. 25 MCQ.. shld have no problem getting at least 18 marks for it.. heezZ~

Next Wed on 2 Nov, Im gonna have my first exam on Module 9 which is all about Investment Link Policies.. its oso the hardest paper of all.. n on the following Thursday on 10 Nov, i'll be taking the 2nd hardest paper which is on Health Insurance..

the remaining 2 papers which is Module 8 n 5 will be held on 15 n 17 Nov respectively.. n mind u, i started work onli on 17 Oct. within my 1st mth into the job, gotta pass 4 exams..

fyi, the passing mark is nt the usual 50%.. its 70% / 75% for 125 Qns.. hmmzz n u haf 3 tries to pass ur exams.. so, die die oso mus pass all the papers b4 u can be a Personal Banker..

nt forgetting i have another 5 tests in between tis 1 mth... gosh~~ the remaining 3 wks of my training will haf another 2 tests.. pengzzZ~~

but overall, the lessons r interesting n it reali enlighten me on alot of things.. however, i do wish for more time to digest n understand every theory behind me cos 2 mths training is reali too short.. a real definition of a crash course..

but we r getting paid to study k.. so fr employer side of view, we oso cant take too long.. haaa haaa.. but stress lor..

althou the journey to n fro work is tiring.. but im glad my colleagues r pretty nice n we got along well.. planning to go velvet tis fri n chill out tml.. heezZ~~

im starting my lesson on Unit Trust tml~!! lOlzzZ~~ gonna rest early tonite to prepare myself for tml!!

nitey nitezzZ~!

9:39 PM


aManDa

i came home late today cos i catch a show wif Aaron today. He came to pick me from work den we went for dinner at this Jap restaurant in Lido.. The food is not too bad n im full until now..

Flight Plan was wad we watch n i tink its a nice show.. storyline was pretty gd cos it reali did make me stoned for some time when the woman cant find her daughter n for once, i reali tot the gal was dead n she was down wif depression thus causing her hallucination..

to my surprise, it was this on board police behind the whole scam n he plan it so damn well all for the sake of money.. haizz~

NO WONDER THE SAYING GOES

'MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL'

time to slp nw.. tml hafta cont my lesson on the driving me nuts lesson on 'Retirement Planning'.. damn alot of calculation lor n im still B L U R abt it nw.. haizzZZ~~

its reali ain't easy to be a banker. esp wif no financial backgrd. its tough but i will endure!! yeah~~!@

nitey nitezzZZZZZZZZZZ

12:45 AM


aManDa

wkend always passes in a blink of eyes



ever since 6.30pm on fri, time seems to go a second faster n its alrdy sunday nw. tml will be having monday blues.. n i wish the wkend remains on..

my wkend is always spend on clubbing.. so was ytd.. was at devils last nite n i drank on an empty stomach cos i din had dinner..

n u knw wads the result? i gt high easily jus aft a few drinks.. so unlike me rite? my frens were shocked when i told them i high liao.. haha~

the remedy?

-> go toilet vomit out all the alcohol

den i had so many chicken wings to fill up my stomach den i cont to drink.. lOlzZ~

n it certainly works cos i was able to hold on some more drinks~~@!! ahaa~~

i jus gotta knw another point of myself betta n tat is i mus always eat b4 drinking. therefore, i shall nv drink on an empty stomach anim.. die die oso mus eat sth b4 i drink..

tml is the start of a new wk.. new things to study n learn.. next time who wana buy insurance or investments can come look for me.. i will offer u my best advice.. hee hee~~

i gotta go now.. having salsa class later~~

bye bye`~!@

3:24 PM


aManDa

The Lie vs The Fact



some time back, there was tis guy who told me tat he has got 3 insurance policies from Prudential n he named me as the beneficiary in 1 of his policies.

at tat time, i alrdy felt its impossible n he is jus plain talking cock n lying to me. when i asked him stop bull-shitting, he can still say 'if u dun believe it den forget it'.

althou it was jus a casual conversation but i took it to heart cos i believe he was reali talkin crap n i wana prove to myself tat i m rite.

aft a few mths, on 14 Oct 2005 which was ytd, i finalli proved to myself tat i m rite. he is reali plain talking cock. wth~ he has alrdy told me a million lies liao. y do i stil get to find out another fact of the lie he told me in the past even aft we broke up?

the fact is tis,

In Singapore, u cant name any beneficiaries who r nt related to you in most policies except for NTUC Income.

Tat is bcos ur policy goes to ur next of kin which is ur spouse and/or children.

therefore, all the things he said abt naming me as beneficiary is C R A P.

*-*

tis is so him.

tis is his style.

to lie n lie.

to talk crap n cock.

*-*

i m glad tat i haf moved on nw n life has nv been any betta than today. but it is sad when u knw tat a victim has become an accused.

i hope tat he will get a life n stop being childish by spreading untrue things abt me.

he has brought me enuff harm. therefore,

i hope he dun harm any more gals.

they r innnocent.

dun get urself invovled in other gal's life cos u will onli bring hurt than love to them.

*-*

nevertheless, wad ever he do nw doesn concern me n is none of my problem.

i hope my msg is clear enuff.

if any1 wana cont to bitch or gossip abt me. be my guest.

bcos, i believe tat :-

Great Minds Discuss Ideas,
Average minds discuss Events,
Small minds discuss People.

8:45 PM


aManDa

I wish im staying in Tampines



If im staying in Tampines,

i can save 2 hrs on travelling everyday.
i will haf at least 1 hr extra time to sleep everyday.

etc etc.

i cant tink str nw.

cos

im tired. n stress. n the journey is driving me crazy.

absolutely C R A Z Y!!!!!!!!!!!

11:47 PM


aManDa

i jus did one today!! yeah.. after sooo long, i finally sat down for a nice french manicure n its definitely great to leave ur nails to the experts. n tis cost me 40 bucks but its worth it cos its gd! very detailed n pay attention in doin.. plus the gd service n the damn damn damn freaking cool deco.. it is the plus plus plus point of all!!!!

tat place is dashing diva @ suntec!! too bad i dun haf a camera n i cant take a pic to post online. but u ppl jus go check out tat place k cos its jus so damn cool.. its pink n white.. omg~ my fave colors..!! im gg bac for pedicure soon!! so excited abt it!! yeah~

work is stressful.. i got many things to study nw.. other than the 4 exams, i still got product knowledge to study.. n its damn chim lor.. so super duper crash course.. u see me today wed nite at home shld knw liao.. for the past few wks, i m clubbing at tis moment nw.. yet, here i m nw, writing blog, gettin ready to slp.. wth~

i gt no time to write more.. cos I NEED TO SLEEP!!!!

argh~ tml is another day!! yeah~@

++ im glad i get along well with my colleagues ++

12:15 AM


aManDa

time to study again~



yes.. its time for me to study again.. but its a crash course n damn damn damn crash lor!!!!!!! n i wana pengzZ liao..

imagine completing 4 exams within a mth!??!?! wth!! can die of stressness u knw.. somemore all the things im studyin nw all so damn alien..

today completed the whole book on Health Insurance.. 8 chapters in a day.. sobzz ~~
n the book is nt like magazine thin thin kind lor.. its thick thick n i hafta study the whole book..!! some more mus rber the definitions of everything.. passing mark is 70 nt 50.. can die man..

tml starting on M9.. haben get clear of wad Health Insurance is abt den starting on new thing.. haizz~~ hope i can pass everything on first try if nt damn sianzz..
other ppl relac u der bury urself in books so sad case..

my bday next mth.. n im so excited abt it!! omg!! i've invited my colleagues as well.. hee hee~

feel tired liao.. corine go slp liao.. nobody msn wif me.. sianzz..

therefore, i shall go slp too.. heezZ~~

nitey niteZ

++ i pray tat i will pass my exams ++

10:22 PM


aManDa

My 1st Day @ Work



i hate to blog these days cos i knw some1 i dun wan to read my blog is reading it nw. damnzz~

aniw, 1st day is slack.. cos its all the orientation thingy, telling u the company's policy, culture, history, etc etc.. follow by a tour ard the main branch.. n der's a library as well.. pengzz.. so surprised tat the bank itself gt a library for us.. wif all the info required.. gd rite?

my day ended at 3pm cos the machine to take photo for staff card is S P O I L E D!!
sianzz~~ hafta make another special trip another time which is dunno when cos they onli open on mon n tues..

so guess wad i did aft tat?
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of cos go shopping lah..

still gt so many things to buy..

my damage today goes to :-
1) Dorothy Perkins Suit - $39 for Jacket, $19 for skirt. soooooo damn cheap rite? hw can dun buy?? its on promo, 50% discount so left 1 last suit but the size abit bui gum cos its too big.. but well, i jus gotta hand it to mummy to do the job!! wahaha~

2) Iora Pants - $29. im in need of pants but i dun wana spend much.. lOlz~

3) M.A.C Conceler - $25. aft finishin my Clinique, i decided to switch brand. so u knw which brand nt to buy nw rite? hmmzzzZZ~~

wanted to buy shoes but my stuff v heavy liao.. no strength to carry liao.. another day ba.. time to zzZZ nw..

Nitey NitezZ^^

11:19 PM


aManDa

okie..today mark the end of freedom aft 6mths 1 day of partying, slacking, nua-ing, interviews, fun, etc etc. tats bcos im gg to start work tml.

tis gonna be my first Full-Time job ever in my life ever since graduation.

der r a few rules which i wld like to improvise on myself.

1) No partying on wkdays. - tis means, no devils bar from sun to thurs.

2) Chill outs on wkdays to limit to 10pm -tis means, rch hm by 11pm cos i wrk at Tampines while i work at Jurong. see the distance?

3) Sleep b4 12am - althou i knw the time now is 12.27am.. but today exemption cos i jus had my last round of fun.

this r jus the 1st 3 rules which i deem is more impt for me currently to discipline myself cos i knw im nt the kinda ppl who can party or drink until wee hours, come home slp 2-3 hrs den go work bcos, i will jus zzZZ. at least to last for the next 2 mths cos i will be having training.. jus sit der n listen.. party somemore, next day go class will zZZ.. lagi jialat.. exams coming.. reali buay sai play play liao..

my bday coming!! next mth 25th.. heezz~ so excited abt it cos im gonna haf a party!!
do flood me wif presents k!! lOlzz~~ ^pengzzZ pengzzZ^

okies.. im gg orr orr liao.. nitey nitezZ~^

++ i wana be blessed wif a gd boss n colleagues!! ++

12:32 AM


aManDa

Devils Bar!!



yes.. aft much hesitation last nite, i made my way down to devils.. cos corine say if i dun go, im a pig.. ha ha.. tat silly gal..

but it was a fun nite indeed.. we drink so much.. at least 3 btls of hennessy.. tink im gg to have a pre mature death.. fr drinkin!! ha ha~ i had hell loads of fun.. n i so qiao see so many other frens der as well.. even thou is a thurs.. lOlzZ~

but i had a bad hair day ytd.. sobzZ~ so i wore a cap n every1 was askin me y i so sporty.. lOlzz~ n dear corine was in office wear.. she so damnz ask me dun laugh at her cos next wk i will be like her too.. but no way.. im nt gg clubbin on wkdays anim!!! im studyin n i need to pay attention.. if nt i will fall aslp in class which is nt gd..

all of a sudden, i vomitted ytd.. yes, right in devils bar.. feel so fan wei tat i jus vomit out.. dun understand y.. den suay suay let jimmy n his frens saw the whole process.. omg~~ so paiseh.. den they laugh at me.. ha ha.. but im nt drunk leh.. oso dunno y i vomit..

later part gt 1 ang moh ask me how much.. what the fucking hell!!!! he tink i call girl or wad? wth how much?!?! idiot.. den i jus stare hard at him n ignore him..

aft devils, 2nd round of party continues at estee.. i tell u, its my 1st time der n im impressed cos alot of ppl!! omg.. gt sexy dancers some more wor.. ha ha.. but at 5am, when i was abt to leave, gt 1 big grp of police!!! omg.. they haf a spot check n i was checkin out some of them.. so cool.. haha..

i reali look at some of them but they nv stop me leh.. haizz~~ i've always wanted to have the feeling of being stop for questioning.. i knw im crazy but i've nv gt stop b4 so wana haf the feeling mah.. ha ha~

aniw, i'll be away tis wkend.. haf a chalet!! hee hee~~ another round of fun.. omg!~! im definitely enjoyin my last wk of freedom to the max max max!! haa haa!!~~

cheerioss!!~~

1:50 PM


aManDa

Your Birthdate: November 25

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.

3:48 PM


aManDa

im bac to my old clubbing days.. n i've start to recollect bac the joy n fun of clubbing in momo!!

ytd was the 1st time clubbing wif jocelyn, aft such a long time. n it was so coincidence tat her fren, Jiamei, was Corine's ex-colleague colleague in Biotherm. n i've met her during the time when we went shopping!! its a small world indeed.. hmmzZZ~~

met Jun Sheng n Tim n etc there as well.. definitely had fun wif them!! jus plain fooling ard n drinking.. but i kena teased by almost all the guys der for sth.. lOlzz~~ its definitely great to hang ard wif them!! definitely hope for more outings wif them!! heeZz..~~

however, halfway clubbing, i disappeared fr Jocelyn's table liao.. cos i went over to look for eric they all.. another round of fun wif them!! haa haa~~!! but tat was my last stop cos we went for supper tog.. nv realised hw hungry i was till i start eating!! omg~~ guess tat 2 meals a day doesn seems sufficient to last me the whole day!!

aniw, it seems an open secret tat i like Jun Sheng now. there is nth for me to hide. he is definitely some1 whom i wana go for. the feeling is gg stronger day by day!! pls pls.. my frens, pray for me tat we will get together one day..!!

:)

cheerioss!!~~ c",)

3:14 PM


aManDa

My New Skin



heyhey.. i've changed a new skin!! but stil under construction.. as u can see, its v messy.. but i lazy to continue liao.. lOlzz~

will do it another day..

cheerios!!

10:12 PM


aManDa

Happy Birthday Eunice!!



its Eunice bday today n we had a whole lot of partying last nite.. wif the never ending booze @ Devils Bar!! n its such a coincidence tat Tony's bday is 1 day b4 her n celebrating at devils too!!

both of them were being called to stage but onli Tony went up cos Eunice was shy n din wana b sabo.. true enuff, Tony was being sabo.. they put salt on Judy, the dancer's clevage n ask Tony to lick it off.. but he din dare to do so n every1 was saying he dun haf balls... lOlzz~~ but the situation was so embarrassing wif so many eyes watchin.. hw to do it?? pengzz~~

aft devils closes, we head down to Ying Huang for another round of booze.. Eunice gt another btl of Martell der.. n sm1 gt a round of Tequila Pops.. come to tink of it.. at devils alrdy gotten lik at least 4 btls of Martell liao.. pengz~ din realise we drink so much..

of cos, Eunice was drunk.. as usual.. lOlzz~ everytime party wif her, she nv fails to get drunk.. lOlzz~~ n den she'll get alot of unknown bruises the next day.. always hafta be ard her to catch her anytime in case she falls.. but the gd thing is, she enjoyed herself..

prof lau is askin me if i wana go devils celebrate my 21st bday anot.. on the eve of my bday.. stil tinkin abt it.. cos i tink sure kena jialat jialat 1.. lOlzz~~

++ cheers to everybody!! ++

6:21 PM


aManDa

For Example : AMANDA
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M - Success comes easily to you.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

Descriptions:
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
J - Jealously
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physique and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.

8:25 AM


aManDa

regarding my previous post on my relationships, reali appreciate the sms which few frens sent to ask aft me aft reading my blog.. thanks to all of u~

wif regards to tat entry, sm1 has a diff opinion cos he feels tat im accusing him n makin up stories.. wth~ aniw, im very happy with my current life without him now.. its onli without him den i haf more time to meet up wif frens.. life is definitely better without him!! at least i can stop pondering as to whether wad he jus told me is true anot etc..

since he cant gif me an ans for so many things even aft so long, i dun wana drag anim n i haf made tis decision for him n me. i step out fr tis 3 ppl r/s. i can definitely stand strong on my own.

im gg to announce tis here.. im planning for a party for my 21st bday n he is nt invited. i knw he is reading tis therefore, pls dun come uninvited n dun bother to ask abt how im doin etc fr others.

even if u c me outside, dun cal me. jus pretend we dunno each other..

im reali disgusted by u. by all the things u did etc.

u can make me a devil in front of ur frens if u wan, i dun mind.

go ahead! cos my conscience is clear.

u r the 1 who did me unwrong 1st.

pls stop bugging me. u'll onli make urself a nuisance.

5:33 PM


aManDa

im learning salsa nw.. yeah.. finalli set my foot on salsa nw.. aft like sayin n tinkin abt it for sooo damn long.. thanks to prof lau.. we're taking up salsa fr today onwards..

i wana master the art of salsa!!! wahahaha!!~~ heeezz ;)

1:23 AM


aManDa

My Relationships



i haf so many tots in my mind nw.. its gd to b single but its betta to b attached. however, i gt attached to the wrong person n he turn my life upside down. im glad i've finalli break up wif him but i hope to break free fr him nw.

im turning 21 soon.. nt tat young anim.. nt much youth left.. no pt for me to hang on to something wif no future. i've been dumb all tis while to dwell on tis rs.. i wana move on now..

i reali miss those days together wif ivan.. he loves me n takes gd care of me.. i nv had to worry abt anyth at all.. my job was jus to study bac den.. i din hafta wrk at all.. he supports me financially too.. if i wan sth, i'll jus tell him n he'll buy for me.. he reali dotes on me v much.. his parents dotes on me too.. i feel so comfortable wif his family n its reali like one whole family..

we had so many happy moments tog.. even thou we quarrel v often, tats bcos he's v possessive of me however, the make-ups moments aft quarrels r jus so sweet.. sm times i will gif in to him n at times, he will gif in to me..

we will watch tv tog until late at nite.. gt once i accompany him watch vcd even thou im v tired n watch until i fell aslp on the sofa den he woke me up n ask me go to the room slp.. nth special but i feel tat moment v special..

when i haf sch the next day, he will wake up earlier den go buy breakfast bac for me, prepare it den wake me up to eat..

once a mth, we will go eat tog wif his family.. n we'll always haf seafood cos all of us loves crabs.. i'll peel the prawns for him while he will kiap food for me..

everything came to an end when i broke up wif him in a fit of anger when i was drunk.. over a lighter... stupid me rite? i rber the whole process v well bcos i regret.. he was a mcp who was v possessive of me.. n being a sagittarian, im sm1 who cant be controlled n needs lotsa freedom..

i was onli 18 bac den n i felt he was controlling too much n i cant stand it.. thus i broke up wif him under the influence of alcohol.. we had a major quarrel n tats the end.. i still rber his expression when he asked me if im reali serious abt breakin up.. being stubborn me, i said yes n tats the end.. cos i felt i shldn let him control my life n i felt i will be able to meet some1 betta but i was wrong..

nw as i tink bac, i felt v silly of me to leave sm1 who is so sincere n truthful to me.. he's oso v faithful to me n we knw each other's whereabouts v well.. alot of places share our memories.. i reali miss him.. n his family members as well.. we r jus lik a family.. his mum even acknowledge me as her daughter-in-law liao.. we plan to get married when i graduate.. but its all over nw..

nw tat im 21 n as i tink bac, i can fully understand his possessiveness over me.. he was jus too protective over me n scared tat i will xue huai.. cos im still so young.. but i cant turn bac time nw.. he's gt a gf nw. haiz~

the gal is damn lucky. she has found a gem.

the period of time tog wif me, i've changed him.. a total image n his temper. his temper has bcm so much betta nw.. i spurred him on to continue learnin his driving license.. he gave up aft he failed his final theory b4 he was tog wif me. n i encouraged him to carry on n i went to bbdc tog wif him to enrol n i book all his lessons for him.. within 3 mths, he got his license alrdy. intially our plan was tat he get his license 1st den next time he'll drive me to learn my license.. n he'll sponsor me but b4 all tis happen, we broke up.

i used to tell him tat i lik those kinda car w/o backside n i like the color black. but he prefer those kinda sports car.. we went to c cars b4 n he like subaru impreza.. i tot tats the car he'll get but to my surprise, he gt a honda fit.. in black..

i heard fr his frens tat he was single for a long period of time n he din bother much abt gals.. i wanted to call him but he change his number n we lost contact.. it was thru his sis tat i gt his number but i was silly to tell him abt sth which i shldn..

aft tat thing which i told him of wad happen to me, i heard news tat he gt attached to tat gal.. damnz~~ i shldn haf told him tat at all n prob we wld haf patch up nw.. i reali miss him n i still tink of him every day, every moment.. my tears wld jus drop whenever i tink of the past.. those moments were jus too sweet to forget..

life w/o him was tough.. i had to wrk cos i cant depend on the allowance which my parents gif me.. i went to be a Brand Ambassador wif APB n gotta knw a bastard. he did nt reveal his status to me n i tot he was single.. later, he told me he was separated n he told me soo many stories which r nt true.. come to tink bac, i was v stupid to believe all those unbelievable stories.. it was onli aft some time den i gotta knw tat he is nt separated at all!! wth!! jerk rite?

the amount of lies he told me is enough to write a book.. i cant trust him anim.. its tiring having to tink whether wadeva he say nw is the truth or isit jus another lie. i hate it. tis is nt like a rs at all.. compared to wad i had wif ivan, tis is nt a rs at all..

we dun go out shoppin, we dun watch tv tog, we dun go out eat wif his family b4.. fyi, till nw, i haf completely no idea how his parents look like!! funny rite? where gt couple lidat 1? sm more we tog quite some time liao yet i've nv met his mum b4.. so duhzz rite?

aniw, im reali glad tat im no longer wif him nw.. i need to stop making mistakes onli to regret later.. but its damn sian to see him again.. he's jus so full of shit. loads of crap.. onli knw how to lie.. im jus lik his mistress.. wth~ n i hate it.. im nt those kinda family wreckin gal.. i will nv wan another woman to brk up my family so i wont wana brk up other's families too..

i always tell him to make up his mind of who he wans but he nv gif me an ans. imagine ur bf stayin wif another woman. u like it meh? whoever dun mind is crazy. who will wana share the same guy wif another gal.. siao lor..

he can tell me tat even aft divorce, his wife will continue to stay in the house they bought cos she intend to hide fr her parents n nt let them knw abt their divorce. tis is even crazier rite??!?!? WTH!!! divorce is such a major thing. how can hide fr parents 1?!! even can hide but how long can u hide?!?! crazy.. i will nv believe lor.. siao...

in case u dunno who tis bastard is, he is joseph tan. the guy whose photos appear frequently on my blog. but he will nv ever appear in my blog anim. i hate him. he wreck my life. i jus hope he disappear n vanish on earth. cos such a bastard like him dun deserve to be on tis earth. i hate liars yet he lied again n again to me.. in a rs, trust n truthfulness is very impt yet he betrayed my trust.

he even gt the cheek to say i get bac tog wif him jus to make him buy me an ipod den wana break up wif him aft i gotten the ipod?!?! go to hell lor.. i've always ask him to take bac all the things he bought for me whenever i wana break up but he himself dun wana take it lor.. how dare he say tis of me!! na beh... asshole.. im all ready to pack up all the things he bought for me n return every single item bac to him.. n tat includes clothes as well..

i reali wonder y did God let me meet such a bastard like him.

aniw, everything is over nw. its history. i've nth to miss abt him cos there's no gd memories for me to miss. i onli feel agitated n angry when i tink of him. hw can there b such an incorrigible liar like him? omg~

im starting on my job soon. i will definitely work hard n earn all the zeros!! my aim is to get my own car b4 24. i gif myself 3 yrs to do so. life ahead is gonna be v tough for me.

if onli i m stil wif ivan, i wldn haf to go thru all this shit. i miss him n i reali wan him bac but he gt a gf nw. haizz~~

will sm1 pls teach me how to get him bac?

++ i pray i will get bac to those days wif ivan ++

7:59 PM


aManDa

im a shoppin queen! ;p



tis few days i spend quite alot.. been shopping n buying things.. supposed to buy office wear but i saw charles & keith having sale today.. so i bought 2 pairs of heels!! omg~

i wanted to buy 1 of them 2 days ago but it cost $39.90.. im glad i din buy cos today got 40% discount!! i save $16 on tat pair of heels!! phew!!~~ so glad i din impulse buy tat day or i sure damn dui nw.. hee~

my next buy of the day is vitamins fr GNC.. yeah.. im gettin old u c.. so im nt gettin enuff of vitamins n minerals so i need supplements to replenish it.. n u knw our body need sooooo many various kinda vitamins n minerals so wads the best thing to do?

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buy a all in one vitamins lah... lOlzz~~ save $$$ oso.. cos its damn bloody exp to buy each vitamins individually.. i bought the ultra mega vitamins for women.. contains all the essential vitamins n minerals tat a woman needs..

den the sales assistant intro me a few others as well.. 1 of them is milk thistle.. tat is to protect the liver.. gd for ppl to drink frequently.. lik me!! lOlz~ n she say if u take 1 tablet b4 u drink, it helps to prevent hangover as well.. sounds gd hor? but its exp.. so i din buy..

den she intro me another anti oxidant thingy.. gd for ppl to slp late.. anti aging.. protects u fr the pollution outside.. detox u.. sounds v v gd to me but its damn damn bloody exp.. even their promo nw cost $62 for 50 tablets onli!! so, i din buy..

den she intro me another thingy cal CLA.. guess the function.. its sth v v suitable for me!!

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heeezz... its to convert all your stubborn fats into muscles!!! exp at all ur problem areas!! gd rite? she say tat product until ma chiam lik xian dan sia.. i hear alrdy oso cann dun buy.. anyth den can lose weight n make myself look betta, i will try it.. so, i BoUgHt it!!! lOlzz~

n jus tis CLA thingy n my multi vitamins cost me $84.. n its aft disc.. pengzzz!!~~ i wonder y r all these stuff always so expensive??? if its cheaper i sure buy... heezz~~

aniw, time to slp nw.. need to switch bac my slpin mode le if nt when i start wrk sure v jialat 1..

nitey!!

++ i pray tat i will meet a nice guy who will be sincere n true to me ++

2:21 AM


aManDa

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

1:25 PM


aManDa

A Fruitful Tues



Its always great to meet up wif sm gd old frens.. i met up wif mine today.. don n robin.. knew robin when i was 13 n don when i was 18.. time flies~~

i had an appt wif uob today to sign my appt letter.. plan to go shoppin in town alone but to my surprise, don called me tis morning so tog wif robin n michelle, we went orchard watch movie, shoppin n sing ktv~

we watch the jackie chan show- The Myth.. nt bad la.. cos its gd for diff nationalities to watch as they speak diff languages!! lOlzz~~ besides mandrain, cantonese, english, korean n even tamil was spoken!! pengzzz~~~ but the female lead, who is a korean actress, is soooo damn chio lor..

aniw, aft movie was dinner time!! i wanted to try tis place call Pepper Lunch which is at Taka B2.. opp Yoshinoya.. open nt too long ago.. sells only Black Pepper Steak of diff cuts n style.. quite stylo cos u gotta sorta cook urself.. but i find it kinda exp thou.. a plate of beef wif lotsa beansprouts, 2 pieces of carrots n sm french beans.. plus a drink.. $16.60.. wth!~ n its like fast food place lor... jus lik mos burger... u place ur order, u get ur drink n a number tag den u go bac to ur seat n wait for ur food to arrive... u say exp anot!?!?!?

aft dinner was shoppin time!! spend a long time at Iora tryin out all the diff suits!! their suits r so much nicer n cheaper than G2000.. i bought 2 sets of the same design but diff color n diff price.. yes.. diff price.. n i dun ustand y 1 gt discount the other dun haf.. haizz~~

but the one wif discount is damn cheap lor.. blazer cost $49 n skirt cost onli $29.. compare to G2000 which sells $149 for 1 blazer so they haf promo nw which comes wif free bottom.. but its stil damn bloody exp lor.. n so many Office Lady wears G2000... i definitely dun wana walk down the st a few steps n c sm1 in the same shirt as me!! n worse stil if my colleagues wear the same as me..i will pengzz~~ pengzz n PENGZZZ!!!

heard frm michelle tat Southhaven @ Caltex House sells nice suits.. im gonna check them out tml.. i need to wear suits for my new job.. thou nt everyday but i definitely need a few sets of suits n lotsa pants, shirts n skirts...!!! dun 4get i v hiao one.. heee~~ cann wear the same thing everyday.. i will get sick of myself!!

btw, if any1 of u knws where i can get nice n hippie suit or office wear, pls pls, LET ME KNOW!!

hee..~~ thanks~~ cos i reali need it.. :)

aniw, i sang my throats out at kbox today.. sang so many songs for 2 1/2 hr... lOlzz~~

time to zzz nw!!

++ i pray tat there will be lotsa sale fr today onwards ++

1:45 AM


aManDa

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11:38 AM


aManDa

the finals r finally over!!!



yes!! im soooooo damn glad tat it is finally over... well i din win anyth at all.. but i gotta serve myself rite cos i gotta blame myself too cos i din nt go for the pre judging.. n pre judging is a so damn impt day n stands mostly of the points but yet i had to absent myself...

robert alrdy told me last wk tat i'll jus attend tis pageant n wont be judged at all on finals.. well.. jus take it tat i gif up my chance to others who du deserve it.

ppl always say pageants r bitchy n blah blah.. ITS TRUE. n they r v ya ya n self centred too!

one of the gals tat nite keep askin me dun step on her gown etc etc.. IN A V RUDE N CRUDE WAY!! BITCH!!! blame it on herself who doesn walk properly.. if u r knw u r wearin a gown wif a long trail behind n wif 20 gals n other backstage ppl all squeezing in limited space, PLS USE UR BRAIN N LIFT UP UR GOWN N WALK!!! i cant believe y sm ppl r jus so DUMB!

me for one, always lift up my gown to my ankle level whenever im backstage cos i'd nv wana create any chance for any1 to accidentally/purposely step on my gown. i've heard of such histories b4 n i dun wana be a victim.

n when on stage, she dun lift her gown aside so tat we can stand in a straight line as rehearsed. doesn she knws tat it will appear as a big gap to the audience n it will look very ugly. but she jus dun realise tis logic so no choice, the gap gotta b der cos i dun wana be framed for steppin on her gown!

i was busy fr morning 6am all the way to 11.30pm on sun, which is ytd.. wakeup call at 6am n prepare myself to go for the breast cancer walk. n mind u, i din catch any wink on sat nite cos i cant get to slp at all!! its so damn cold even thou i switch to 25 or 26 degree.

btw, im slpin all alone in the hotel rm cos being the unpopular gal i m, the supposed to share rm wif me wana swop wif sm1 else to slp wif her fren. im okie wif it cos i haf no preference to share wif any1.. den the gal who supposed to share rm wif me wana go bac to that same rm n slp tog wif them... N I M SOOOOOOOO DAMN GLAD!!!! cos i haf the whole rm to myself!! hurray!!

imagine 3 ppl squeezin in a rm... oh god... im thankful i haf the rm all to myself solely!! i can throw my stuff anywhere i like... use the toilet n bathe whenever i like n i dun hafta wait for any1.. waiting is the last ting i'll ever wana do!!

okie...bac to sun prog.. had bfast at the hotel.. it was buffet but the food is nt so fantastic.. prob cos my expectations too high i guess.. but in spore, we dun haf much variety for bfast too..

aft bfast, we head to marina promenade for the breast cancer walk.. its like those kinda New Paper Big Walk thingy.. the last time i went for the walk was yrs ago n its gd to go for such walks on a Sunday morning.. very refreshin!!

we walk for sm distance den head bac to hotel n start our rehearsals.. it was quite tough esp when sm ppl jus dun ustand n do sm simple steps. thus, making the whole lot of us repeat the same thing over n over again.

nt forgettin sm ppl who tink highly of themselves cos they r sure of their own steps n start bossing ppl ard what to do etc.. its reali nt helpful when u speak in a crude n rude manner. yes, its rude. i reali wonder y sm ppl jus cant talk nicely. if u cant talk nicely, i wld suggest u dun talk. like me! nt bcos i dun talk nicely, i jus dun wana say the wrong things n gif ppl a chance to bitch abt me. even nw tat i dun talk, i oso knw tat der r ppl bitchin abt me.. WTH~

aft the whole thing was over, i m sure tat i had a very gd performance. i duno y but i din get any stage fright at all. neither was i nervous abt anyth. maybe its bcos aft so many preview shows, it has reali help me to overcome my stage fright.

PLUS, being prepared for the show is v impt as well. know when to walk n walk to whr etc. the key to this is to practise n practise cos practise make perfect.

the most heartwarming part of this whole pageant was in fact aft the show. i had gone bac to my room to change den i brought all the clothes bac to the ballroom to return. n while im der, a photographer approach me n say i look v familiar n ask me wats my no. (thou im in shorts n a tank top, i still had my makeup n bomba hair on..haha) so i said 19 n he said 'oh..so u r 19.. its one of my fave no. i onli took pics of no. 7, 8 n 19.. both 7 n 8 r the hot faves n i feel so flattered tat im one of his faves too!!! fyi, no7 won Miss Singapore World.

aniw, serve me right for nt winning anyth cos i chose to absent myself fr the pre judging.. when the top 10 was being called up n im nt one of them, the remainin 10 went backstage n sm1 fr the production team was like.. 'c lah.. who ask u dun cm pre judging..' lOlzz~

its okie.. cos the reason which made me join initially was to gain some experience while im stil young n since i stil haben found a job. but right nw, i've gotten myself a job as a banker.. i shall say concentrate on building up my career n climbing the coporate ladder.. life ahead is gonna be much more tough..

politics r worse than bitching.. if i can get over wif bitching.. i might nt be able to handle politics but nevertheless, i'll try.

4:12 PM


aManDa

I'll be away for tis wkend~



hey peeps.. i'll be away tis wkend.. sun is gonna be the finals.. therefore, all of us will be stayin at Novotel Hotel for 3d2n..

will be bac on Mon~

enjoy ur wkend!~

cheeriossssss!!~!!~

4:12 PM


aManDa

Happy Halloween



tonite is a great time to party cos its Halloween + Eve of Public Holiday cos tml its Deepavali!!

i haf frens askin me to go 3 places.

1) Zouk
2) Devils
3) Club Momo

but im stil comtemplating whether to go anot.

cos,

Im so damn tired!!! slept onli 3 hrs ytd n i gt exam on wed!! n i haben study!! today in class, i realise all of my colleagues haf studied so much more than me! sigh!!

i reali feel like gg out to party but i will feel guilty abt it.. how how!?!?

haizzZ

i guess i shall go bathe n haf my dinner nw.. b4 i decide i wana go out party anot..

lOlzzZ

if i say im nt gg out, no 1 will belive.. so let's c abt it..

>_<

8:14 PM


miss_a

Pls teach me how to be disciplined



guess wad. i tink im reali v lazy n super duper NOT DISCIPLINED AT ALL!!! wth.. din i mention many times tat i wana stay home tis wkend to study for M9?

but damnz,

i) i gave in to temptation ytd n went devils.
ii) i tell every1 tat i wana go home at 2am. end up i left at 5am.
iii) i skip salsa today cos i wana study but till nw, im still down here bloggin my 2nd post of the day. n tat is after watching 2 hrs of TV.
iv) im nt gonna study today cos im gg indochine later.

u c lah.. wkend is damn precious to me now lor.. i reali cant make the big sacrifice to bury myself in books!!

u knw wad, its onli right nw den i realise hw much i adores jeans n all my spagetti, tube, halter tops, etc.

Y?

if u clad urself in office wear 5 times a wk, u tell me if u will worship ur pair of jeans n mini skirt on wkend anot lah! duh...

but guess wad, my mum has been naggin at me daily for tis wkend n complain tat i go out too often n seldom at home.. worse of all, i come home so 'early'.

(pls read tat 'early' refers to Early In The Morning)

how can i come home 'late' wif Devils opening until 6am, Momo until 5am?!?!?! u tell me!! i cant do it.

sometimes i feel im a bad girl.

Y?

fr the conservative n traditional point of view,

i m a gal.

BUT,

I Drink,
I Smoke.

Plus,

I always go D.I.S.C.O and P.U.B.S.

And,

I never come home before 12am unless i come home straight aft work.

Gosh... which mother-in-law will like her daughter-in-law to be like tat??

OMG!! My Freaking GOD!!!!!!!

But, on the gd points to console myself is tat,

1st point to note,

I DONT GAMBLE!!!

nth great rite? cos most gals doesn gamble rite? but u r wrong. I used to haf 2 gal frens who bet on soccer.. n they dun jus bet. they bet heavily.. n when they lost, they dun haf $ to pay, den they borrow fr loansharks. den ... hai.. their story too long n complicated liao.. nt for me to comment anim.

althou i do play mahjong but i play leisure mahjong which means tat i play jus to kill time n usually play on 20 40 cent. not alot rite? once in a blue moon or maybe pink moon, i will play 50 cent 1 dollar. PINK moon leh so u can knw how seldom is tat liao.

therefore, i dun see myself as a GAMBLER!! heezzZ

2nd point to note,

I DONT TAKE DRUGS!!!

well, to be frank, i admit tat i haf tried drugs b4 but tat is many yrs back. i took it back den out of curiousity n i felt tat i live onli once so wana try to haf a feel of every aspect of life.

so, i tried the more famous drugs which r E, K n 5. the feeling is nt gd cos u dun haf control of urself.

I DEFINITELY DISCOURAGE PPL FR TAKING DRUGS!!

n i knw of a gal who takes drugs as rice.. damn terrible n i feel sad whenever i c her.. cos she forever looks so stone n gone.. haizz... no matter hw much i try to brain wash her, she still takes it.. i can onli pray tat she comes to her senses soon..

But, i nv got addicted to drugs therefore i guess i can b labelled as DRUG-FREE!! >_<

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right nw, i haf calculated tat it is 3 days to my M9 paper n Mon n Wed is Self Study so i can study in LDC. Plus, Tues is Deepavali so i gt ample time to study!!

haiz.. i knw im jus giving myself an excuse to be lazy.. but pls, for the past 20 yrs, i nv study way b4 a paper. im the kind who always burn last min midnight oil.

damn terrible rite? its okie. cos at least i manage to pass all the way til nw.
ya ya hor? its okie. cos its my own life.

i shall end here nw cos im late!!! i meet Aaron 8pm at Indochine n its 7.30pm liao n im stil here?!?!??!!?

omg!!

time to tataz liao!!

bye folks!!~~

7:25 PM


miss_a

i told myself tat i mus stay at home tis wkend to study for my M9 but apparently, i failed..

Y?

cos i cant resist the temptation nt to go clubbing on a sat nite.. hw can i stay home on a sat nite jus to study??

tats so unlike me.

therefore, i broke my promise n head down wif devils. Sammi n Ying Hui joined me together wif Aaron n Kelvin they all.. n its another nite wif abundance of drinks..

later in the nite, prof n gang went down oso n tat equals to more drinks.. but overall, i reali had lotsa fun..

clubbing these days is so much fun as compared in the past when i club wif joseph n his frens onli at Momo.. n i kena bitch by his fren for pouring too much of his drinks etc.. so gek gao.. n they oso dun dance etc.. so damn boring..

fyi, clubbing wif a 50 yr old man is much more fun than clubbing wif joseph they all.. my frens definitely knw how to enjoy much betta than they do.. n they r nt as gek gao as them..

cann belive it rite? yeah man.. those ppl shld reali get a life..

i jus realise sth, those days clubbing wif them is jus so boring n it doesn gets me high at all.. n its so stagnant to be at the same table wif the same ppl.. worse of all, cann drink much.. tats the most sian part..

if go clubbin doesn gets me high, might as well jus stay at hm n zzz.. i dun need to be high but pls gif me some alcohol kick if nt its reali damn boring..

therefore, aft 2 nites out clubbin, time for me to get down n start studyin for my M9 now.. im glad i still gt a few days to study.. at least not so bad.. heezzZ!! >_<

wish me luck k... :)

BTW,

November is coming!!! wohoho!!! n my BIG DAY is coming!! my 21st bday!! im sooooo excited abt it nw.. i've booked my party venue alrdy.. mus start preparing liao.. heee heee

26 Days to My 21st Bday

3:46 PM


miss_a

Exams coming.. argh!!



i din blog for a few days le.. y? cos im tired.. its reali tiring to travel for an hr to n fro daily..

im so glad next wk has got 2 Public Holidays!!! n halloween is coming!! yeah... :)

but in between tis 2 holidays, im having my 1st paper.. which is M9.. sigh~ the hardest of all.. hope i pass.. mus pray pray for me k.. heezzZ~

life is still a party aft i start work.. hehe.. i stil go drinking wif frens.. thurs was at devils n i had fun until 2am+ b4 i realise its reali time for me to go home zzz.. fri was bad cos i woke up onli at 7.30am! gosh.. any later den tat n i will be late!!

dear corine reali loves house music as compared to R n B.. lOlzzZ.. in fact we went for the Juice event at Zouk last nite.. n i met up wif my colleagues later in the nite...

n this counts to Part III out wif colleagues.. but this time is diff fr the past few times cos most of the gals went.. past 2 times comprise of mostly guys..

fyi, the new zouk is still as happening as ever.. however, i was a little disappointed wif their renos.. i tot they will undergo a dramatic change but they din.. haizzZ~

the onli thing tat has changed is the entrance, the walkway to zouk, the toilets as well as the uniform of the staff n bouncers.. there are more changes but these are the onli things which i noticed a great change...

gone were the days u c man in black cos they r dressed in beige nw.. the music is still as great as b4.. do check it out!!

following zouk came devils..

in the past, clubs open onli till 3am so i'll party til 2.45am when lights on..

BUT,

aft the new rule came, whereby clubs nt located in the heartlands r allowed to open till 6am, i continue to party till 6am.. pengzzZ..

let me enlighten u on the closing time of the few places tat i club at :

Devils Bar - 6am
Club Momo - 5am
Dbl O - 4am
Zouk - 4am
Mdm Wong - 3am

tats all folks!!

8:58 PM


miss_a

Out wif Colleagues Part II



i went out wif my colleagues today.. but onli 8 of us went.. had dinner tog at Boat Quay b4 heading for a round of pool..

im glad tat all of us gets along well tog.. heezZZ

aniw, i had my lesson on Unit Trust today.. the 1st half of the day was pretty boring cos the trainer talk abt all the diff mkts.. its bored enuff to make me nt wana pay attention at all..

den came lunch.. its was pretty funny cos abt 20 of us went to tis small little cafe in a corner of tampines to eat.. even the staff were shocked cos suddenly gt 1 big grp n they onli had 2 guys..

but the lunch was pretty okie onli.. but daryl had a terrible lunch cos he paid $4.50 for his salad withou dressing n it contains onli some pieces of lettuce n cucumber n tomato.. tats all!! pengzzZ~~

some of them order sandwiches n it cost them onli 4 bucks.. consists of lettuce, cucumber n tomato as well!! nt forgetting they get bread n meat etc.. poor daryl!! lOlzz.. every1 was like suaning him abt it.. tats the first n last time he's gonna get tat salad!! haha~

aniw, aft lunch den we reali touch on Unit Trust.. pretty easy to understand but gt alot more to learn.. tml is gonna b M5.. hope it will be fine!!

fyi, i jus came bac fr Devils.. so im tired nw.. gg slp liao..

nitey nitezzZ~!

12:39 AM


miss_a

My 21st Bday Is Coming!!!



wo ho ho!!

my 21st bday is coming.. in 1 mth time!! yeah!! exactly 1 mth time!!

n im so excited abt it..

i hope my party turns out well!! heezz

hope my dreams come true..

hope my wish list comes true!!

some ppl haf asked me wad i wan le..

in general, i like watches n perfume!! my 2 top fave items!!

cos i dun tink frens buy diamonds for each other de rite?

other than tat, bigger items include mobile phone n digi cam.

nt forgetting LV n Gucci.. a woman's all time fave besides diamonds.. lOlzzZ~~

tml gt Unit Trust lesson.. reali need to slp liao..

buai buai@!

11:31 PM


miss_a

Okie dokie.. I've completed my Retirement Planning thingy today.. Took a test on Foundation & Technical Competencies for Finnancial Planners.. 25 MCQ.. shld have no problem getting at least 18 marks for it.. heezZ~

Next Wed on 2 Nov, Im gonna have my first exam on Module 9 which is all about Investment Link Policies.. its oso the hardest paper of all.. n on the following Thursday on 10 Nov, i'll be taking the 2nd hardest paper which is on Health Insurance..

the remaining 2 papers which is Module 8 n 5 will be held on 15 n 17 Nov respectively.. n mind u, i started work onli on 17 Oct. within my 1st mth into the job, gotta pass 4 exams..

fyi, the passing mark is nt the usual 50%.. its 70% / 75% for 125 Qns.. hmmzz n u haf 3 tries to pass ur exams.. so, die die oso mus pass all the papers b4 u can be a Personal Banker..

nt forgetting i have another 5 tests in between tis 1 mth... gosh~~ the remaining 3 wks of my training will haf another 2 tests.. pengzzZ~~

but overall, the lessons r interesting n it reali enlighten me on alot of things.. however, i do wish for more time to digest n understand every theory behind me cos 2 mths training is reali too short.. a real definition of a crash course..

but we r getting paid to study k.. so fr employer side of view, we oso cant take too long.. haaa haaa.. but stress lor..

althou the journey to n fro work is tiring.. but im glad my colleagues r pretty nice n we got along well.. planning to go velvet tis fri n chill out tml.. heezZ~~

im starting my lesson on Unit Trust tml~!! lOlzzZ~~ gonna rest early tonite to prepare myself for tml!!

nitey nitezzZ~!

9:39 PM


miss_a

i came home late today cos i catch a show wif Aaron today. He came to pick me from work den we went for dinner at this Jap restaurant in Lido.. The food is not too bad n im full until now..

Flight Plan was wad we watch n i tink its a nice show.. storyline was pretty gd cos it reali did make me stoned for some time when the woman cant find her daughter n for once, i reali tot the gal was dead n she was down wif depression thus causing her hallucination..

to my surprise, it was this on board police behind the whole scam n he plan it so damn well all for the sake of money.. haizz~

NO WONDER THE SAYING GOES

'MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL'

time to slp nw.. tml hafta cont my lesson on the driving me nuts lesson on 'Retirement Planning'.. damn alot of calculation lor n im still B L U R abt it nw.. haizzZZ~~

its reali ain't easy to be a banker. esp wif no financial backgrd. its tough but i will endure!! yeah~~!@

nitey nitezzZZZZZZZZZZ

12:45 AM


miss_a

wkend always passes in a blink of eyes



ever since 6.30pm on fri, time seems to go a second faster n its alrdy sunday nw. tml will be having monday blues.. n i wish the wkend remains on..

my wkend is always spend on clubbing.. so was ytd.. was at devils last nite n i drank on an empty stomach cos i din had dinner..

n u knw wads the result? i gt high easily jus aft a few drinks.. so unlike me rite? my frens were shocked when i told them i high liao.. haha~

the remedy?

-> go toilet vomit out all the alcohol

den i had so many chicken wings to fill up my stomach den i cont to drink.. lOlzZ~

n it certainly works cos i was able to hold on some more drinks~~@!! ahaa~~

i jus gotta knw another point of myself betta n tat is i mus always eat b4 drinking. therefore, i shall nv drink on an empty stomach anim.. die die oso mus eat sth b4 i drink..

tml is the start of a new wk.. new things to study n learn.. next time who wana buy insurance or investments can come look for me.. i will offer u my best advice.. hee hee~~

i gotta go now.. having salsa class later~~

bye bye`~!@

3:24 PM


miss_a

The Lie vs The Fact



some time back, there was tis guy who told me tat he has got 3 insurance policies from Prudential n he named me as the beneficiary in 1 of his policies.

at tat time, i alrdy felt its impossible n he is jus plain talking cock n lying to me. when i asked him stop bull-shitting, he can still say 'if u dun believe it den forget it'.

althou it was jus a casual conversation but i took it to heart cos i believe he was reali talkin crap n i wana prove to myself tat i m rite.

aft a few mths, on 14 Oct 2005 which was ytd, i finalli proved to myself tat i m rite. he is reali plain talking cock. wth~ he has alrdy told me a million lies liao. y do i stil get to find out another fact of the lie he told me in the past even aft we broke up?

the fact is tis,

In Singapore, u cant name any beneficiaries who r nt related to you in most policies except for NTUC Income.

Tat is bcos ur policy goes to ur next of kin which is ur spouse and/or children.

therefore, all the things he said abt naming me as beneficiary is C R A P.

*-*

tis is so him.

tis is his style.

to lie n lie.

to talk crap n cock.

*-*

i m glad tat i haf moved on nw n life has nv been any betta than today. but it is sad when u knw tat a victim has become an accused.

i hope tat he will get a life n stop being childish by spreading untrue things abt me.

he has brought me enuff harm. therefore,

i hope he dun harm any more gals.

they r innnocent.

dun get urself invovled in other gal's life cos u will onli bring hurt than love to them.

*-*

nevertheless, wad ever he do nw doesn concern me n is none of my problem.

i hope my msg is clear enuff.

if any1 wana cont to bitch or gossip abt me. be my guest.

bcos, i believe tat :-

Great Minds Discuss Ideas,
Average minds discuss Events,
Small minds discuss People.

8:45 PM


miss_a

I wish im staying in Tampines



If im staying in Tampines,

i can save 2 hrs on travelling everyday.
i will haf at least 1 hr extra time to sleep everyday.

etc etc.

i cant tink str nw.

cos

im tired. n stress. n the journey is driving me crazy.

absolutely C R A Z Y!!!!!!!!!!!

11:47 PM


miss_a

i jus did one today!! yeah.. after sooo long, i finally sat down for a nice french manicure n its definitely great to leave ur nails to the experts. n tis cost me 40 bucks but its worth it cos its gd! very detailed n pay attention in doin.. plus the gd service n the damn damn damn freaking cool deco.. it is the plus plus plus point of all!!!!

tat place is dashing diva @ suntec!! too bad i dun haf a camera n i cant take a pic to post online. but u ppl jus go check out tat place k cos its jus so damn cool.. its pink n white.. omg~ my fave colors..!! im gg bac for pedicure soon!! so excited abt it!! yeah~

work is stressful.. i got many things to study nw.. other than the 4 exams, i still got product knowledge to study.. n its damn chim lor.. so super duper crash course.. u see me today wed nite at home shld knw liao.. for the past few wks, i m clubbing at tis moment nw.. yet, here i m nw, writing blog, gettin ready to slp.. wth~

i gt no time to write more.. cos I NEED TO SLEEP!!!!

argh~ tml is another day!! yeah~@

++ im glad i get along well with my colleagues ++

12:15 AM


miss_a

time to study again~



yes.. its time for me to study again.. but its a crash course n damn damn damn crash lor!!!!!!! n i wana pengzZ liao..

imagine completing 4 exams within a mth!??!?! wth!! can die of stressness u knw.. somemore all the things im studyin nw all so damn alien..

today completed the whole book on Health Insurance.. 8 chapters in a day.. sobzz ~~
n the book is nt like magazine thin thin kind lor.. its thick thick n i hafta study the whole book..!! some more mus rber the definitions of everything.. passing mark is 70 nt 50.. can die man..

tml starting on M9.. haben get clear of wad Health Insurance is abt den starting on new thing.. haizz~~ hope i can pass everything on first try if nt damn sianzz..
other ppl relac u der bury urself in books so sad case..

my bday next mth.. n im so excited abt it!! omg!! i've invited my colleagues as well.. hee hee~

feel tired liao.. corine go slp liao.. nobody msn wif me.. sianzz..

therefore, i shall go slp too.. heezZ~~

nitey niteZ

++ i pray tat i will pass my exams ++

10:22 PM


miss_a

My 1st Day @ Work



i hate to blog these days cos i knw some1 i dun wan to read my blog is reading it nw. damnzz~

aniw, 1st day is slack.. cos its all the orientation thingy, telling u the company's policy, culture, history, etc etc.. follow by a tour ard the main branch.. n der's a library as well.. pengzz.. so surprised tat the bank itself gt a library for us.. wif all the info required.. gd rite?

my day ended at 3pm cos the machine to take photo for staff card is S P O I L E D!!
sianzz~~ hafta make another special trip another time which is dunno when cos they onli open on mon n tues..

so guess wad i did aft tat?
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of cos go shopping lah..

still gt so many things to buy..

my damage today goes to :-
1) Dorothy Perkins Suit - $39 for Jacket, $19 for skirt. soooooo damn cheap rite? hw can dun buy?? its on promo, 50% discount so left 1 last suit but the size abit bui gum cos its too big.. but well, i jus gotta hand it to mummy to do the job!! wahaha~

2) Iora Pants - $29. im in need of pants but i dun wana spend much.. lOlz~

3) M.A.C Conceler - $25. aft finishin my Clinique, i decided to switch brand. so u knw which brand nt to buy nw rite? hmmzzzZZ~~

wanted to buy shoes but my stuff v heavy liao.. no strength to carry liao.. another day ba.. time to zzZZ nw..

Nitey NitezZ^^

11:19 PM


miss_a

okie..today mark the end of freedom aft 6mths 1 day of partying, slacking, nua-ing, interviews, fun, etc etc. tats bcos im gg to start work tml.

tis gonna be my first Full-Time job ever in my life ever since graduation.

der r a few rules which i wld like to improvise on myself.

1) No partying on wkdays. - tis means, no devils bar from sun to thurs.

2) Chill outs on wkdays to limit to 10pm -tis means, rch hm by 11pm cos i wrk at Tampines while i work at Jurong. see the distance?

3) Sleep b4 12am - althou i knw the time now is 12.27am.. but today exemption cos i jus had my last round of fun.

this r jus the 1st 3 rules which i deem is more impt for me currently to discipline myself cos i knw im nt the kinda ppl who can party or drink until wee hours, come home slp 2-3 hrs den go work bcos, i will jus zzZZ. at least to last for the next 2 mths cos i will be having training.. jus sit der n listen.. party somemore, next day go class will zZZ.. lagi jialat.. exams coming.. reali buay sai play play liao..

my bday coming!! next mth 25th.. heezz~ so excited abt it cos im gonna haf a party!!
do flood me wif presents k!! lOlzz~~ ^pengzzZ pengzzZ^

okies.. im gg orr orr liao.. nitey nitezZ~^

++ i wana be blessed wif a gd boss n colleagues!! ++

12:32 AM


miss_a

Devils Bar!!



yes.. aft much hesitation last nite, i made my way down to devils.. cos corine say if i dun go, im a pig.. ha ha.. tat silly gal..

but it was a fun nite indeed.. we drink so much.. at least 3 btls of hennessy.. tink im gg to have a pre mature death.. fr drinkin!! ha ha~ i had hell loads of fun.. n i so qiao see so many other frens der as well.. even thou is a thurs.. lOlzZ~

but i had a bad hair day ytd.. sobzZ~ so i wore a cap n every1 was askin me y i so sporty.. lOlzz~ n dear corine was in office wear.. she so damnz ask me dun laugh at her cos next wk i will be like her too.. but no way.. im nt gg clubbin on wkdays anim!!! im studyin n i need to pay attention.. if nt i will fall aslp in class which is nt gd..

all of a sudden, i vomitted ytd.. yes, right in devils bar.. feel so fan wei tat i jus vomit out.. dun understand y.. den suay suay let jimmy n his frens saw the whole process.. omg~~ so paiseh.. den they laugh at me.. ha ha.. but im nt drunk leh.. oso dunno y i vomit..

later part gt 1 ang moh ask me how much.. what the fucking hell!!!! he tink i call girl or wad? wth how much?!?! idiot.. den i jus stare hard at him n ignore him..

aft devils, 2nd round of party continues at estee.. i tell u, its my 1st time der n im impressed cos alot of ppl!! omg.. gt sexy dancers some more wor.. ha ha.. but at 5am, when i was abt to leave, gt 1 big grp of police!!! omg.. they haf a spot check n i was checkin out some of them.. so cool.. haha..

i reali look at some of them but they nv stop me leh.. haizz~~ i've always wanted to have the feeling of being stop for questioning.. i knw im crazy but i've nv gt stop b4 so wana haf the feeling mah.. ha ha~

aniw, i'll be away tis wkend.. haf a chalet!! hee hee~~ another round of fun.. omg!~! im definitely enjoyin my last wk of freedom to the max max max!! haa haa!!~~

cheerioss!!~~

1:50 PM


miss_a

Your Birthdate: November 25

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.

3:48 PM


miss_a

im bac to my old clubbing days.. n i've start to recollect bac the joy n fun of clubbing in momo!!

ytd was the 1st time clubbing wif jocelyn, aft such a long time. n it was so coincidence tat her fren, Jiamei, was Corine's ex-colleague colleague in Biotherm. n i've met her during the time when we went shopping!! its a small world indeed.. hmmzZZ~~

met Jun Sheng n Tim n etc there as well.. definitely had fun wif them!! jus plain fooling ard n drinking.. but i kena teased by almost all the guys der for sth.. lOlzz~~ its definitely great to hang ard wif them!! definitely hope for more outings wif them!! heeZz..~~

however, halfway clubbing, i disappeared fr Jocelyn's table liao.. cos i went over to look for eric they all.. another round of fun wif them!! haa haa~~!! but tat was my last stop cos we went for supper tog.. nv realised hw hungry i was till i start eating!! omg~~ guess tat 2 meals a day doesn seems sufficient to last me the whole day!!

aniw, it seems an open secret tat i like Jun Sheng now. there is nth for me to hide. he is definitely some1 whom i wana go for. the feeling is gg stronger day by day!! pls pls.. my frens, pray for me tat we will get together one day..!!

:)

cheerioss!!~~ c",)

3:14 PM


miss_a

My New Skin



heyhey.. i've changed a new skin!! but stil under construction.. as u can see, its v messy.. but i lazy to continue liao.. lOlzz~

will do it another day..

cheerios!!

10:12 PM


miss_a

Happy Birthday Eunice!!



its Eunice bday today n we had a whole lot of partying last nite.. wif the never ending booze @ Devils Bar!! n its such a coincidence tat Tony's bday is 1 day b4 her n celebrating at devils too!!

both of them were being called to stage but onli Tony went up cos Eunice was shy n din wana b sabo.. true enuff, Tony was being sabo.. they put salt on Judy, the dancer's clevage n ask Tony to lick it off.. but he din dare to do so n every1 was saying he dun haf balls... lOlzz~~ but the situation was so embarrassing wif so many eyes watchin.. hw to do it?? pengzz~~

aft devils closes, we head down to Ying Huang for another round of booze.. Eunice gt another btl of Martell der.. n sm1 gt a round of Tequila Pops.. come to tink of it.. at devils alrdy gotten lik at least 4 btls of Martell liao.. pengz~ din realise we drink so much..

of cos, Eunice was drunk.. as usual.. lOlzz~ everytime party wif her, she nv fails to get drunk.. lOlzz~~ n den she'll get alot of unknown bruises the next day.. always hafta be ard her to catch her anytime in case she falls.. but the gd thing is, she enjoyed herself..

prof lau is askin me if i wana go devils celebrate my 21st bday anot.. on the eve of my bday.. stil tinkin abt it.. cos i tink sure kena jialat jialat 1.. lOlzz~~

++ cheers to everybody!! ++

6:21 PM


miss_a

For Example : AMANDA
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M - Success comes easily to you.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

Descriptions:
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
J - Jealously
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physique and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.

8:25 AM


miss_a

regarding my previous post on my relationships, reali appreciate the sms which few frens sent to ask aft me aft reading my blog.. thanks to all of u~

wif regards to tat entry, sm1 has a diff opinion cos he feels tat im accusing him n makin up stories.. wth~ aniw, im very happy with my current life without him now.. its onli without him den i haf more time to meet up wif frens.. life is definitely better without him!! at least i can stop pondering as to whether wad he jus told me is true anot etc..

since he cant gif me an ans for so many things even aft so long, i dun wana drag anim n i haf made tis decision for him n me. i step out fr tis 3 ppl r/s. i can definitely stand strong on my own.

im gg to announce tis here.. im planning for a party for my 21st bday n he is nt invited. i knw he is reading tis therefore, pls dun come uninvited n dun bother to ask abt how im doin etc fr others.

even if u c me outside, dun cal me. jus pretend we dunno each other..

im reali disgusted by u. by all the things u did etc.

u can make me a devil in front of ur frens if u wan, i dun mind.

go ahead! cos my conscience is clear.

u r the 1 who did me unwrong 1st.

pls stop bugging me. u'll onli make urself a nuisance.

5:33 PM


miss_a

im learning salsa nw.. yeah.. finalli set my foot on salsa nw.. aft like sayin n tinkin abt it for sooo damn long.. thanks to prof lau.. we're taking up salsa fr today onwards..

i wana master the art of salsa!!! wahahaha!!~~ heeezz ;)

1:23 AM


miss_a

My Relationships



i haf so many tots in my mind nw.. its gd to b single but its betta to b attached. however, i gt attached to the wrong person n he turn my life upside down. im glad i've finalli break up wif him but i hope to break free fr him nw.

im turning 21 soon.. nt tat young anim.. nt much youth left.. no pt for me to hang on to something wif no future. i've been dumb all tis while to dwell on tis rs.. i wana move on now..

i reali miss those days together wif ivan.. he loves me n takes gd care of me.. i nv had to worry abt anyth at all.. my job was jus to study bac den.. i din hafta wrk at all.. he supports me financially too.. if i wan sth, i'll jus tell him n he'll buy for me.. he reali dotes on me v much.. his parents dotes on me too.. i feel so comfortable wif his family n its reali like one whole family..

we had so many happy moments tog.. even thou we quarrel v often, tats bcos he's v possessive of me however, the make-ups moments aft quarrels r jus so sweet.. sm times i will gif in to him n at times, he will gif in to me..

we will watch tv tog until late at nite.. gt once i accompany him watch vcd even thou im v tired n watch until i fell aslp on the sofa den he woke me up n ask me go to the room slp.. nth special but i feel tat moment v special..

when i haf sch the next day, he will wake up earlier den go buy breakfast bac for me, prepare it den wake me up to eat..

once a mth, we will go eat tog wif his family.. n we'll always haf seafood cos all of us loves crabs.. i'll peel the prawns for him while he will kiap food for me..

everything came to an end when i broke up wif him in a fit of anger when i was drunk.. over a lighter... stupid me rite? i rber the whole process v well bcos i regret.. he was a mcp who was v possessive of me.. n being a sagittarian, im sm1 who cant be controlled n needs lotsa freedom..

i was onli 18 bac den n i felt he was controlling too much n i cant stand it.. thus i broke up wif him under the influence of alcohol.. we had a major quarrel n tats the end.. i still rber his expression when he asked me if im reali serious abt breakin up.. being stubborn me, i said yes n tats the end.. cos i felt i shldn let him control my life n i felt i will be able to meet some1 betta but i was wrong..

nw as i tink bac, i felt v silly of me to leave sm1 who is so sincere n truthful to me.. he's oso v faithful to me n we knw each other's whereabouts v well.. alot of places share our memories.. i reali miss him.. n his family members as well.. we r jus lik a family.. his mum even acknowledge me as her daughter-in-law liao.. we plan to get married when i graduate.. but its all over nw..

nw tat im 21 n as i tink bac, i can fully understand his possessiveness over me.. he was jus too protective over me n scared tat i will xue huai.. cos im still so young.. but i cant turn bac time nw.. he's gt a gf nw. haiz~

the gal is damn lucky. she has found a gem.

the period of time tog wif me, i've changed him.. a total image n his temper. his temper has bcm so much betta nw.. i spurred him on to continue learnin his driving license.. he gave up aft he failed his final theory b4 he was tog wif me. n i encouraged him to carry on n i went to bbdc tog wif him to enrol n i book all his lessons for him.. within 3 mths, he got his license alrdy. intially our plan was tat he get his license 1st den next time he'll drive me to learn my license.. n he'll sponsor me but b4 all tis happen, we broke up.

i used to tell him tat i lik those kinda car w/o backside n i like the color black. but he prefer those kinda sports car.. we went to c cars b4 n he like subaru impreza.. i tot tats the car he'll get but to my surprise, he gt a honda fit.. in black..

i heard fr his frens tat he was single for a long period of time n he din bother much abt gals.. i wanted to call him but he change his number n we lost contact.. it was thru his sis tat i gt his number but i was silly to tell him abt sth which i shldn..

aft tat thing which i told him of wad happen to me, i heard news tat he gt attached to tat gal.. damnz~~ i shldn haf told him tat at all n prob we wld haf patch up nw.. i reali miss him n i still tink of him every day, every moment.. my tears wld jus drop whenever i tink of the past.. those moments were jus too sweet to forget..

life w/o him was tough.. i had to wrk cos i cant depend on the allowance which my parents gif me.. i went to be a Brand Ambassador wif APB n gotta knw a bastard. he did nt reveal his status to me n i tot he was single.. later, he told me he was separated n he told me soo many stories which r nt true.. come to tink bac, i was v stupid to believe all those unbelievable stories.. it was onli aft some time den i gotta knw tat he is nt separated at all!! wth!! jerk rite?

the amount of lies he told me is enough to write a book.. i cant trust him anim.. its tiring having to tink whether wadeva he say nw is the truth or isit jus another lie. i hate it. tis is nt like a rs at all.. compared to wad i had wif ivan, tis is nt a rs at all..

we dun go out shoppin, we dun watch tv tog, we dun go out eat wif his family b4.. fyi, till nw, i haf completely no idea how his parents look like!! funny rite? where gt couple lidat 1? sm more we tog quite some time liao yet i've nv met his mum b4.. so duhzz rite?

aniw, im reali glad tat im no longer wif him nw.. i need to stop making mistakes onli to regret later.. but its damn sian to see him again.. he's jus so full of shit. loads of crap.. onli knw how to lie.. im jus lik his mistress.. wth~ n i hate it.. im nt those kinda family wreckin gal.. i will nv wan another woman to brk up my family so i wont wana brk up other's families too..

i always tell him to make up his mind of who he wans but he nv gif me an ans. imagine ur bf stayin wif another woman. u like it meh? whoever dun mind is crazy. who will wana share the same guy wif another gal.. siao lor..

he can tell me tat even aft divorce, his wife will continue to stay in the house they bought cos she intend to hide fr her parents n nt let them knw abt their divorce. tis is even crazier rite??!?!? WTH!!! divorce is such a major thing. how can hide fr parents 1?!! even can hide but how long can u hide?!?! crazy.. i will nv believe lor.. siao...

in case u dunno who tis bastard is, he is joseph tan. the guy whose photos appear frequently on my blog. but he will nv ever appear in my blog anim. i hate him. he wreck my life. i jus hope he disappear n vanish on earth. cos such a bastard like him dun deserve to be on tis earth. i hate liars yet he lied again n again to me.. in a rs, trust n truthfulness is very impt yet he betrayed my trust.

he even gt the cheek to say i get bac tog wif him jus to make him buy me an ipod den wana break up wif him aft i gotten the ipod?!?! go to hell lor.. i've always ask him to take bac all the things he bought for me whenever i wana break up but he himself dun wana take it lor.. how dare he say tis of me!! na beh... asshole.. im all ready to pack up all the things he bought for me n return every single item bac to him.. n tat includes clothes as well..

i reali wonder y did God let me meet such a bastard like him.

aniw, everything is over nw. its history. i've nth to miss abt him cos there's no gd memories for me to miss. i onli feel agitated n angry when i tink of him. hw can there b such an incorrigible liar like him? omg~

im starting on my job soon. i will definitely work hard n earn all the zeros!! my aim is to get my own car b4 24. i gif myself 3 yrs to do so. life ahead is gonna be v tough for me.

if onli i m stil wif ivan, i wldn haf to go thru all this shit. i miss him n i reali wan him bac but he gt a gf nw. haizz~~

will sm1 pls teach me how to get him bac?

++ i pray i will get bac to those days wif ivan ++

7:59 PM


miss_a

im a shoppin queen! ;p



tis few days i spend quite alot.. been shopping n buying things.. supposed to buy office wear but i saw charles & keith having sale today.. so i bought 2 pairs of heels!! omg~

i wanted to buy 1 of them 2 days ago but it cost $39.90.. im glad i din buy cos today got 40% discount!! i save $16 on tat pair of heels!! phew!!~~ so glad i din impulse buy tat day or i sure damn dui nw.. hee~

my next buy of the day is vitamins fr GNC.. yeah.. im gettin old u c.. so im nt gettin enuff of vitamins n minerals so i need supplements to replenish it.. n u knw our body need sooooo many various kinda vitamins n minerals so wads the best thing to do?

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buy a all in one vitamins lah... lOlzz~~ save $$$ oso.. cos its damn bloody exp to buy each vitamins individually.. i bought the ultra mega vitamins for women.. contains all the essential vitamins n minerals tat a woman needs..

den the sales assistant intro me a few others as well.. 1 of them is milk thistle.. tat is to protect the liver.. gd for ppl to drink frequently.. lik me!! lOlz~ n she say if u take 1 tablet b4 u drink, it helps to prevent hangover as well.. sounds gd hor? but its exp.. so i din buy..

den she intro me another anti oxidant thingy.. gd for ppl to slp late.. anti aging.. protects u fr the pollution outside.. detox u.. sounds v v gd to me but its damn damn bloody exp.. even their promo nw cost $62 for 50 tablets onli!! so, i din buy..

den she intro me another thingy cal CLA.. guess the function.. its sth v v suitable for me!!

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heeezz... its to convert all your stubborn fats into muscles!!! exp at all ur problem areas!! gd rite? she say tat product until ma chiam lik xian dan sia.. i hear alrdy oso cann dun buy.. anyth den can lose weight n make myself look betta, i will try it.. so, i BoUgHt it!!! lOlzz~

n jus tis CLA thingy n my multi vitamins cost me $84.. n its aft disc.. pengzzz!!~~ i wonder y r all these stuff always so expensive??? if its cheaper i sure buy... heezz~~

aniw, time to slp nw.. need to switch bac my slpin mode le if nt when i start wrk sure v jialat 1..

nitey!!

++ i pray tat i will meet a nice guy who will be sincere n true to me ++

2:21 AM


miss_a

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

1:25 PM


miss_a

A Fruitful Tues



Its always great to meet up wif sm gd old frens.. i met up wif mine today.. don n robin.. knew robin when i was 13 n don when i was 18.. time flies~~

i had an appt wif uob today to sign my appt letter.. plan to go shoppin in town alone but to my surprise, don called me tis morning so tog wif robin n michelle, we went orchard watch movie, shoppin n sing ktv~

we watch the jackie chan show- The Myth.. nt bad la.. cos its gd for diff nationalities to watch as they speak diff languages!! lOlzz~~ besides mandrain, cantonese, english, korean n even tamil was spoken!! pengzzz~~~ but the female lead, who is a korean actress, is soooo damn chio lor..

aniw, aft movie was dinner time!! i wanted to try tis place call Pepper Lunch which is at Taka B2.. opp Yoshinoya.. open nt too long ago.. sells only Black Pepper Steak of diff cuts n style.. quite stylo cos u gotta sorta cook urself.. but i find it kinda exp thou.. a plate of beef wif lotsa beansprouts, 2 pieces of carrots n sm french beans.. plus a drink.. $16.60.. wth!~ n its like fast food place lor... jus lik mos burger... u place ur order, u get ur drink n a number tag den u go bac to ur seat n wait for ur food to arrive... u say exp anot!?!?!?

aft dinner was shoppin time!! spend a long time at Iora tryin out all the diff suits!! their suits r so much nicer n cheaper than G2000.. i bought 2 sets of the same design but diff color n diff price.. yes.. diff price.. n i dun ustand y 1 gt discount the other dun haf.. haizz~~

but the one wif discount is damn cheap lor.. blazer cost $49 n skirt cost onli $29.. compare to G2000 which sells $149 for 1 blazer so they haf promo nw which comes wif free bottom.. but its stil damn bloody exp lor.. n so many Office Lady wears G2000... i definitely dun wana walk down the st a few steps n c sm1 in the same shirt as me!! n worse stil if my colleagues wear the same as me..i will pengzz~~ pengzz n PENGZZZ!!!

heard frm michelle tat Southhaven @ Caltex House sells nice suits.. im gonna check them out tml.. i need to wear suits for my new job.. thou nt everyday but i definitely need a few sets of suits n lotsa pants, shirts n skirts...!!! dun 4get i v hiao one.. heee~~ cann wear the same thing everyday.. i will get sick of myself!!

btw, if any1 of u knws where i can get nice n hippie suit or office wear, pls pls, LET ME KNOW!!

hee..~~ thanks~~ cos i reali need it.. :)

aniw, i sang my throats out at kbox today.. sang so many songs for 2 1/2 hr... lOlzz~~

time to zzz nw!!

++ i pray tat there will be lotsa sale fr today onwards ++

1:45 AM


miss_a

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11:38 AM


miss_a

the finals r finally over!!!



yes!! im soooooo damn glad tat it is finally over... well i din win anyth at all.. but i gotta serve myself rite cos i gotta blame myself too cos i din nt go for the pre judging.. n pre judging is a so damn impt day n stands mostly of the points but yet i had to absent myself...

robert alrdy told me last wk tat i'll jus attend tis pageant n wont be judged at all on finals.. well.. jus take it tat i gif up my chance to others who du deserve it.

ppl always say pageants r bitchy n blah blah.. ITS TRUE. n they r v ya ya n self centred too!

one of the gals tat nite keep askin me dun step on her gown etc etc.. IN A V RUDE N CRUDE WAY!! BITCH!!! blame it on herself who doesn walk properly.. if u r knw u r wearin a gown wif a long trail behind n wif 20 gals n other backstage ppl all squeezing in limited space, PLS USE UR BRAIN N LIFT UP UR GOWN N WALK!!! i cant believe y sm ppl r jus so DUMB!

me for one, always lift up my gown to my ankle level whenever im backstage cos i'd nv wana create any chance for any1 to accidentally/purposely step on my gown. i've heard of such histories b4 n i dun wana be a victim.

n when on stage, she dun lift her gown aside so tat we can stand in a straight line as rehearsed. doesn she knws tat it will appear as a big gap to the audience n it will look very ugly. but she jus dun realise tis logic so no choice, the gap gotta b der cos i dun wana be framed for steppin on her gown!

i was busy fr morning 6am all the way to 11.30pm on sun, which is ytd.. wakeup call at 6am n prepare myself to go for the breast cancer walk. n mind u, i din catch any wink on sat nite cos i cant get to slp at all!! its so damn cold even thou i switch to 25 or 26 degree.

btw, im slpin all alone in the hotel rm cos being the unpopular gal i m, the supposed to share rm wif me wana swop wif sm1 else to slp wif her fren. im okie wif it cos i haf no preference to share wif any1.. den the gal who supposed to share rm wif me wana go bac to that same rm n slp tog wif them... N I M SOOOOOOOO DAMN GLAD!!!! cos i haf the whole rm to myself!! hurray!!

imagine 3 ppl squeezin in a rm... oh god... im thankful i haf the rm all to myself solely!! i can throw my stuff anywhere i like... use the toilet n bathe whenever i like n i dun hafta wait for any1.. waiting is the last ting i'll ever wana do!!

okie...bac to sun prog.. had bfast at the hotel.. it was buffet but the food is nt so fantastic.. prob cos my expectations too high i guess.. but in spore, we dun haf much variety for bfast too..

aft bfast, we head to marina promenade for the breast cancer walk.. its like those kinda New Paper Big Walk thingy.. the last time i went for the walk was yrs ago n its gd to go for such walks on a Sunday morning.. very refreshin!!

we walk for sm distance den head bac to hotel n start our rehearsals.. it was quite tough esp when sm ppl jus dun ustand n do sm simple steps. thus, making the whole lot of us repeat the same thing over n over again.

nt forgettin sm ppl who tink highly of themselves cos they r sure of their own steps n start bossing ppl ard what to do etc.. its reali nt helpful when u speak in a crude n rude manner. yes, its rude. i reali wonder y sm ppl jus cant talk nicely. if u cant talk nicely, i wld suggest u dun talk. like me! nt bcos i dun talk nicely, i jus dun wana say the wrong things n gif ppl a chance to bitch abt me. even nw tat i dun talk, i oso knw tat der r ppl bitchin abt me.. WTH~

aft the whole thing was over, i m sure tat i had a very gd performance. i duno y but i din get any stage fright at all. neither was i nervous abt anyth. maybe its bcos aft so many preview shows, it has reali help me to overcome my stage fright.

PLUS, being prepared for the show is v impt as well. know when to walk n walk to whr etc. the key to this is to practise n practise cos practise make perfect.

the most heartwarming part of this whole pageant was in fact aft the show. i had gone bac to my room to change den i brought all the clothes bac to the ballroom to return. n while im der, a photographer approach me n say i look v familiar n ask me wats my no. (thou im in shorts n a tank top, i still had my makeup n bomba hair on..haha) so i said 19 n he said 'oh..so u r 19.. its one of my fave no. i onli took pics of no. 7, 8 n 19.. both 7 n 8 r the hot faves n i feel so flattered tat im one of his faves too!!! fyi, no7 won Miss Singapore World.

aniw, serve me right for nt winning anyth cos i chose to absent myself fr the pre judging.. when the top 10 was being called up n im nt one of them, the remainin 10 went backstage n sm1 fr the production team was like.. 'c lah.. who ask u dun cm pre judging..' lOlzz~

its okie.. cos the reason which made me join initially was to gain some experience while im stil young n since i stil haben found a job. but right nw, i've gotten myself a job as a banker.. i shall say concentrate on building up my career n climbing the coporate ladder.. life ahead is gonna be much more tough..

politics r worse than bitching.. if i can get over wif bitching.. i might nt be able to handle politics but nevertheless, i'll try.

4:12 PM


miss_a

I'll be away for tis wkend~



hey peeps.. i'll be away tis wkend.. sun is gonna be the finals.. therefore, all of us will be stayin at Novotel Hotel for 3d2n..

will be bac on Mon~

enjoy ur wkend!~

cheeriossssss!!~!!~

4:12 PM


miss_a

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