Saturday, July 30, 2005


lets tok abt friday




yes... tis a late post.. din had the time to do it last nite..

friday is a sleepy day.. cos i onli had 2 hrs of slp the previous nite aft gg boat quay.. went office in a daze.. i even fell asleep while doin my work n kena caught by my manager.. damn it.. we order pizza for lunch cos its Jason's last day n all of us pig out in the conference room.. din eat much cos i dun reali lik pizzas..

aft work proceed to shirlene's hse to slack n pass time cos workin at 10 later in the nite.. her doggie is so cute.. feel like keepin a dog as well.. tinkg of adoptin 1..

aniw, went to work aft leaving her hse den proceed on hm aft work..nth much today.. jus a tired day...


1:36 PM


aManDa


Friday, July 29, 2005


the long awaited diploma





Time flies.. reali flies... i feel as if i jus gt into SP ytd n der i m.. jus attended my graduation ceremony n gotten my diploma!!! yippeeeee!!! it was a struggle for me thru tis 3 yrs.. its hard to go thru sth u dun like.. but at last, blame it on my gd luck, i manage to scrape thru tis 3 freakg long yrs..

my mum was more eager than me abt tis graduation ceremony.. i keep disturbg her if she's the one graduating instead of me.. haha... my lovely mum.. she simply dotes on me so much thats she's sm1 i love the most.. no1 can be comparable to her k.. mum's the best!!! :)

saw so many of my frens in sch today.. sm got into army while some r bumming ard n sm haf started workin... the whole process went on quite fast wif a national anthem n speech etc etc.. den we go up on stage one by one to collect our scroll... (take note.. its jus an empty box cos we collect our diploma aft we get down on stage to avoid confusion)

i wore a black suit n white shirt within.. tat was wad we were told to wear.. howevr, not every1 abide by the rules.. the gers r obedient but nt the guys.. sm of the guys wore shiny color shirt, black, blue.. all sorts of weird color tat u can tink of.. tats quite bad.. cos it looks so informal n ugly.. yucks... the gers are better.. most of us wear suit except for the few who din but they wore white shirt wif black bottom.. aniw, every1 looks gd!!


aft the ceremony, its photo taking time!!! took lotsa pics wif my classmates, frens, lecturers, etc.even as we proceed to our usual smoking place, we took few pics to keep in memories!!! those were the days whereby me n my smoking khakis will proceed to smoke aft lessons..

haizz... now all of us haf left sch.. we're gonna step into a ew stage of life.. sm in army, sm start workin n sm went on uni.. but we will still be the best of mates.. frens tat we shared 3 yrs of joy, sorrow n hardship..

a small grp of us tat includes me, germaine, ann, delphine, wong, muxing, ck, thalal head down to bugis for dinner.. we settled at tcc n wong, the top scholar of our class who got a prize award gave us a treat.. (tats so nice of him!!) aft dinner, we hang ard awhile n took sm pics b4 i went on to meet up wif joshua n his fren, jeff...

we head down to boat quay for sm drinks till nw.. had chivas but joshua highlighted to me tat it might be a 'mao pai' chivas cos it taste diff.. i was surprised cos i din knw tat liquor oso got fake 1.. lolzz.. aniw, the 3 of us plus jiazhen who came later finished up the btl n got another 2 jugs of beer n we head hm.. all of them stay in north.. damnz.. they can share cab but i gotta go hm alone.. sobzzz..

aniw, tml gotta wake up at 6.30.. meeting shirlene at 8.15.. cant be late cos we meeting for bfast.. tats all folks.. time to zzzzZZZZ!!!

gdnitezzZZZ!!! (^-^)


3:20 AM


aManDa


Thursday, July 28, 2005


another ladies nite...




i was gonna be late for work tis morning so i jus grab any clothes in sight n go.. gotten a yellow stripe dress fr POA a few yrs bac but i wore it lik less than 3 times n its a regret cos i look fat in it!!! sob sob... the best part is i forgot im on leave tml cos graduatn ceremony so tonite sure go ladies nite wif serene.. n im rite.. --> the worse outfit i ever wore to club!!! wth

joseph came fetch me aft work today n we went for dinner den he send me to bala meet serene n terence.. the weird guy wif a vintage car!! oopzz.. haha~~ but we din tok much to him as we jus sat at the bar and drink our fave hoegarden wif the poor guitarist performin on top w/o any1 givin a damn abt him.. poor thing~~

at abt 9pm, we took a cab n move on to dblo for the best freeflow in town.. --> free advert for dblo lei!! lolzz. . . as usual, upon arrivin, we took 2 stools n sat at ladies bar n began our lust shooters n vod orange.. as we bottoms up the shooters, we had a auto refill by the bartender n he even put aside a btl separated fr the rest jus for us.. b4 we left, we finished up the btl of lust.. lolzz.. by den, i feel a little headache.. hmmmzz

den nisx came n we head down to momo.. haha... let me intro u to momo!!

1> momo has got 6 cubicles in the toilet but the leftmost is 'reserved' for the toilet auntie to leave her mops n stuff in. therefore left wif 5 for the overflowin of gals to use. initially there was onli 1 q on the right but nowadays, another q was gradually form on the left.. thus each q has gt 2 cubicles each n the centre 1 has gotta be 'fight' against the pretty urgent ladies.. lolzz..

2> momo has gt 4 bars.. 3 in the club n the last in liveroom.. ladies can get freeflow at all 4 bars on wed bt pls tk note: they onli serve hsepours (of dunno wat ulu brand) wif bargun which means stuff lik vod 7-up, bb coke, gin tonic etc. NO JUICE MIXERS N BEER!! 4get abt shooters or champange or wine.. its not on the hse.. pay for it gal!!

3> momo is startg to attract the malay crowds.. jus lik devils.. omg!! hmmmzz... :x n u'll c them hoggin a big space jus for an individual to showcast their r&b, hip hop, break dance or wateva dance moves.. there goes my space... haizz~~

4> wana b a momo member? pay $299 to b 1 n u'll get 2 hsepour btls of ur choice + red/white hse wine + free entry n u can sign 2 guests in free in future... --> sounds gd? 4get it cos alot of ppl r already momo members nw so u're no longer unique. . . members q is as long.. haiz.. :(

5> sick of the loud dance music? move all the way in at exit to liveroom for sm live music... but dun expect taufik or sly singing der..

other than these, the most common sight is either 2 ppl sexy dance.. they can be found anywhere.. usu on the platforms, (there's 2.. 1 at the sofa area, the other at dance floor but beware of the ones here cos of their weird n unstable positioning, alot of ppl tends to trip unknowingly) at their own tables, pool area, tents n even toilets!! amazing rite bt i reali saw 2 gers sexy dancin in the toilet while queuin up the long awaited toilet!! duhzzz~~

the way the gals sexy dance wif each other r so damn attention seekers... they'll touch each other bodies, shake their butt a little n move up n down + passin the guys nearby a glance seductively den turn their head away.. yesh.. needless to describe further.. all of u mus haf seen such a scene b4.. n i dun lik such gers..so posers.. as if so sexually deprived n a signal for guys to go approach them for a ONS..

i admire gals who haf their own style of dancin n knws hw to let their hair down n jus enjoy~~ they dun haf to wear until v little. . juz a racer back n jeans will do jus fine. . .

1guy + 1ger sexy dancin is another common sight but more straight forward.. they r jus flirtin wif each other.. anyth more than tat i dunno.. wat do u tink? hmmmzzz

tonite kena approach by a malay guy on platform.. 'laugh die me' cos i've nv been approach by malays b4 n im kinda racist so when he ask to dance w me, i jus ask him dance on his own.. den, he move closer n closer towards me.. the kind another step more n i'll jus fall n put his hands on my waist!!! OMG!!! WTF!!! i jus gt down the platform IMMEDIATELY n sm nearby ppl who caught the scene laugh incl his fren but i jus ignore n dance wif serene..

gt another chinese guy bio me sm time n he was on the platform all along as well but he's the shy type.. the kind who wan but dunno n dun dare to approach gers.. so his fren 'help' him ask for my name n say he wana knw me.. i look at tat guy n he was lost for words n dunno wat to say.. nvm.. nth enticing..

nisx went out look for his fren n disappeared.. had a hard time lookin for him cos my bag is in his car n joseph is waiting to send me bac.. finally i gt him outside n on our way to the carpark, we saw a black dunno wat car (its either a mitsubishi or honda..nv notice) wif the jay chou's tofu store name in the movie 'Initial D' sticker on his car... when i saw it, my natural reaction was 'copycat'!! haha.. tink i oso abit loud n the ah beng heard me cos his window was unwind n he shouted 'kao bei la' den serene reply 'aiyah..u'll onli be able to afford a honda foreva.. knn!!' lolzzz but he drive off liao.. haha.. ruin my fave jay chou's A186.. wtf..

den joseph send me bac while serene took a cab cos we stay in the opp extreme corners of spore.. out of way.. no choice..

was hungry wana eat but joseph say i shldn eat cos i so fat nw.. arms n thighs so big liao stil wana eat.. WTF!!!! =<

+++++ E . N . D +++++ O . F +++++ S . T . O . R . Y+++++

(p/s : tis my personal objective abt momo.. nt pin pointin abt any1 or anyth. no hard feelings k.. ;> )



3:02 AM


aManDa


Sunday, July 24, 2005


a lazy sunday. . .








aft a nite of clubbing at momo over the wkend, its time for me to haf a gd rest.. slept til 3pm+ today.. wonder how to slp later... startg wrk tml le..sianzz... im on my pc the whole day.. surfing net.. msn-ing etc..

im gg thru a confused stage of life nw.. no interest in doin anyth.. esp clubbg.. used to b a vivid clubber.. wild party animal but i seems to lose interest in tat nw... maybe cos i've been gg momo every wed, fri n sat.. jus like hw i used to frequent devils...

nitelife is so fake.. u c ppl of all sizes, style, etc.. n lotsa posers..

yesh...posers who go der to pose.. they often lik to follow the western style of givin a peck on the cheek left n rite when they c a fren... weirrrddooooo.... we r in singapore la.. stop tryin to act lik ang moh... so fake...

else, these posers will wear until sooo damn loud n wan ppl to notice them.. its ok if they reali haf a gd dress sense but unfortunately, nt all dress well... sm can even wear their shades to clubs.. gosh.. betta dun miss ur step n fall or i'll jus laugh my heads off!!!

met a male poser ytd.. wearin chanel pvc sleeveless jacket wif weird hairstyle.. nt sure exactly wat he's wearin but he's catwalkin thru the heavy human traffic.. gosh.. a true poser..

aniw.. tml is gonna be my 1st day at work.. gotta wake up at 6am.. sianzz.. need to go zzz liao..

gdnites!!


9:43 PM


aManDa


Saturday, July 23, 2005


Cant zzZ Blog




jus wake up.. din haf a gd zZZ... argh!!! slept onli at 6am+ tis morning but keep dreamin.. tink sth's real wrong wif me... i wana go shopping!!! need to get new clothes to start work next mon!! haiz.. wats up today? im nt sure.. still in a sleepy mode now.. sobzz


2:12 PM


aManDa




tis aftnoon i rcv a call fr fiona.. grid has selected me to join their company n start wrk next mon... i dunno if i shld b happy or wad cos my office will be at amk n i start wrk at 8am!!! gosh...gotta wake up at 6am u knw... sianzz...cos i stay jurong..wth.. sm more still gotta take a bus in..if i late for wrk, tats it..cab fare sure damn ex.. argh!!!

aniw, i'll jus gif it a try cos my interviewer, tracy, is willingly to take me in n train me to be a account development exec thou they seldom take in fresh grads n young gals like me.. haha..

but, im having sia interview next sat!!!

omg... its always every gal's dream to get into sia.. i shall jus gif it a try.. if i reali get in den too bad.. gonna gif my apologies to tracy n fiona... haizz... too bad i jus love travelling sooooo much...
i hope i'll get in...

tokg abt today, i met evelyn n kelly for dinner at bugis.. catch up wif them awhile den meet up wif henry go can cafe chill out b4 jeff came join us... wanted go mdm wong but jeff wear slippers.. so pei him bac hm change.. den i suggest change plan go momo instead since they nv went b4..

however, momo damnnnnn loooonnggg q.. luckily i met alan n he brought me in but henry they all cant go in... so i wanted go in c can find help anot.. lolzz.. but unfortunately, i cant.. so they went mdm wong instead left me n nisx.. we went in n join mr kelly.. (yes.. its a guy i gotta knw at momo n his name is kelly.. its shown on his ic.. im truly amazed, amused n impressed!!!)

den i met ben's fren, seyu.. a air steward.. got the chance to c a senior fr sia of cos mus get sm pointers frm him!! he's wif sia for 9 freakg long yrs n i spent the nite tokg to him n he gave me advice on wat to do but.. its the same thing i heard again n again.. 'jus be urself, u can do it'.. damn it.. haiz... i ask 10 ppl 10 ppl all gif me same advice.. wtf.. nvm... cos its quite true.. haha

later i saw kelly leaving liao so i went off as well to meet nisx outside.. wanted go mdm wong cos henry they all der n he gt frens der as well but he say tired feel lik gg hm so we went bac since not much clubbg mood tonite oso.. thus, he send me bac n here i m!! online as soon as i gt hm..

check tis out!! -->
1. www.realage.com (i got 27.6 for my real age when my calendar age onli 20.7!! wth... m i reali tat old? argh... i mus smoke less, drink less, exercise more n eat a healthier diet!!)

2. http://web.singnet.com.sg/~jasperng/telephone_number.html - to c if ur phone number is auspicious or inauspicious... hilarious..



4:56 AM


aManDa


Friday, July 22, 2005


A Late Blog on Ladies' Nite Wif Serene on Wed..





Serene Chong... A gal whom i had misunderstandings wif previously cos we c each other bu shuang... She's the old bird in Apb while im the new bird. Tats wat happens to human being these days... I even once gt boycott by her n other old birds...

However we onli haf 1 person to thanks n tats Joseph. He brought us together.. Without him, we wont haf tis frenship... He's the one who resolve all our misunderstandings n brought us tog... Fr den, we started to go out...

Serene's 1 gd drinker... Can drink more than me n nt get drunk... wed we jus met up for another ladies nite drinkin session... met her n karen at cine for dinner 1st den terence came to join us n he gave us a lift on his vintage volkswagen to muhd sultan for 1st round of drinking...

I had alot of fun on his 40 yrs old car cos evrything is alien to me... the wiper is wat i had the most fun wif.. small short... sooooo cute.... usu ppl's cashcard on the rite side but his is hidden at the left side cabinet tog wif his sound system!! interesting rite?! it was so much fun explorin all the features on his car...

okies 4get abt the car.. serene n i rch sultan at 6.45pm wif the sky stil blue n der we r, walkin along the pubs to c which place has open its door for free flow but der's none.. they start free flow at 9pm...gosh..wat a disappointment... but we manage to settle down at tivoli bar for carlsberg..oOps.. haha... yah.. we had carlsberg at 4bucks each..

we sat der n chat til we finish our beer le den we realise its time for us to hop to other place.. wanted to go check out clarke quay but walk past dbl o so decide to drop by c how it is..

der it goes..the free flow has started.. we being the terrible alcoholics, free flow is the best thing for us.. u'll b amazed by wat we did.. we took 2 stools n sat at the ladies bar.. sth which was nv seen at dblo n we did it.. jus to save the hassle of walkin to n fro the bar.. we started wif shots n keep askin bartendar bac to refill for us... in the end, guess wat he did.. he put out 10 shot gls at a time n ask us tk our time to drink.. haha...

later my fren nisx call... he rch dblo liao ask us come down to gif us a lift to momo.. by tat time, we start to b abit high liao.. nt too sure if its the same for her but tats wat i feel.. at momo, as usual, we stood at the bar n drink.. met keith der as well... young we may be but we r jus lik the old man sitting at the bar drinkin instead of hittin the dance floor..

sad to say, she left early cos she gt driving class in the mornin.. by den, i alrdy high liao.. den michelle cal me ask me meet her at taxi stand.. she no cash to pay uncle ask me for it but my wallet is in nisx car!! guess wat i did.. i call the 2 guys who tok to me earlier on for it.. haha.. tats me.. always doin tis kinda weirdest thing tat most gals wont do..

there we goes.. michelle n i went to join ah di they all.. met carissa at the same table.. saw they open a big btl so i ask nisx if i can get a member card anot.. he say ok n bring me to the staff n ask.. fill up form everything ok liao den go bac table.. manager go tel tis guy which i dunno him dunno wat f den tis guy damn f up oso.. cm to me n v attitude say i wan member gt ask him 1st anot.. i keep quiet n i ask nisx if he's the one who paid for the btl anot he say no.. they share the cost.. wtf.. nt he pay oso he make so much noise.. piss off man...

den suddenly carissa gt very agitated n wana beat 1 gal cos of the common bgr problem.. tis asshole oso knws her n instead of resolving matters, he makes things worse... she simply lost her temper n wana look for the gal.. therefore, i decide to do sth.. aftall, i did my 1st roving wif her.. so i pull her to 1 side n calm her down..

when she's more calm alrdy, tis asshole cm over n add oil to fire so i ask him to keep quiet n dun tok so much to make things worse, he bu shuang me n wana hit me.. wtf.. whr gt such guy? will wana beat gals.. several ppl pull him away n another guy pull me away.. i feel so helpless damn it.. all alone away fr my frens..

i was so traumatised n piss off by the whole incident.. i dun tink i did anyth wrong at all.. i knw sm ppl tink i lik v cheapo wan the member card thingy but im nt lor.. jus askg if can get anot since they open a 3litre.. if cann its ok i wont force them to gif me.. i can always pay 299 for it.. not as if i cant afford but if i can get it free, y nt? aftall, i hate q-ing when i club.. at least member q is always shorter... tats me aft so many yrs of clubbin but its the 1st time in my life tat a guy actualli wana beat me.. asshole..

aniw, nisx accompany me all the way den he send me back.. of cos we had the usual supper b4 heading hm... tat asshole indeed spoil my day..



3:37 PM


aManDa


Wednesday, July 20, 2005


Im sTucK!!! I dunno waD shLd I dO. . .







gosh... im a sleepyhead today again.. set alarm at 7.30am but woke up at 8.30am.. rush down to citibank for interview... more or less shld get tat job if the 2nd interview goes well but i dunno if tats wat i reali wan cos there doesn seems to haf any career advancement in tat job...

later still got another interview at 3pm wif grid...i kinda lik tat job cos there's alot to learn n prob can get to drive as well... its a sales job wif gd career prospects but tat wld means the start of climbing the coporate ladder..haiz...

or shld i go for sia instead? jus gt an email on mon tat i gt shortlistd for an interview next wk.. tatz the first step to becoming a stewardess but shld i b 1? its well knwn tat there's alot of bitchiness in the job n the gals mostly all very shallow n materialistic... if i join a wrong grp, tats it.. life is gg to be tough for me.. however, if dun join sia, hw will i b able to get to travel round the world n even to exotic countries like eygpt or africa?

i feel tat im stuck in a cross junction nw... i duno whr shld i turn to get to my destination.. haizzz

I guess i shld jus let nature takes its course n c whr i land up in... scalli i dun get thru all these interviews tat im back to square 1 again.. haha.. but i hope tat will nv happen...

wAts uP tOntE? gUeSS tS gOnnA b mOmO aGain... lolz.. defnitelY iTs gOnnA b mOmO!!



12:02 PM


aManDa


Tuesday, July 19, 2005


Blogging - Am i behind trend?





Seems to me that every1 is bloggin these days n their archive is a long list while mine has gt jus 3 entries... haiz... M i behind times n trends? I guess so but its alrite.. evry1 gotta start sm whr... its betta be late than nv...

Wats the trend behind bloggin? Is it an exposure of one's personal life to the many eyes of ppl in the internet world? Or is it jus to pen down wad u haf in mind? if u were to ask me, its both.

But, to me, bloggin is jus talkg to sm1. tis 'sm1' who wil not oppose against wad u say and its a all time listening ear. i can jus say anyth i wan w/o any interruption.

As the days clicks 12mn each day, we r a day older. We grow older in age but wad abt our mentality? Fortunately for sm, they do but for most, it remains stagnant.

There's always a saying gals mature faster than guys.. I totally agree..

I duno y but i dun seems to b able to click wif guys my age... most of my guy frens r at least 5 yrs older than me wif the average age at 27. haiz.. i seems to haf lost the innonence in me... sm times i wish i could turn back time so at least i could slow down my aging process...

Sm of my frens haben started clubg while others r still exploring yet im sick of it... I no longer c the joy of gg to the dance floor wif a grp of frens to dance the nite away when im fully awake w/o any trace of being high...

Rite nw, i wld rather b lik a old man sit down n sip whisky, haf a game of 5-10 or jus bottoms up... Yet, i dun wana hang out at old man's places such as shanghai etc... i rather be seen at hip n happening places like momo, bala, new asia, etc...

However 'old man' i may be, at least i stil know how wat is blog... a 26 yr old guy jus ask me today wat is MSN.. gosh... my ex-bf(oso 26) previously oso dunno wats frenster til i intro to him... haha

I guess i might jus b a new hippie 'old man' n nt jus any other gal next door?

"whats up tml" : 10am interview at Citibank Capital Square
3pm interview at YCK
Ladies Nite @ Club MoMo


8:56 PM


aManDa





its 19 jul... i've been a free soul for 3 mths 4 days since my last exam... ppl has been askin me to look for a job, look for a job n look for a job... gosh!!

there's a fear in me... i dun wana get caught in the rat race or to climb the coporate ladder... the tot of it is scary... im onli 21 wif so many yrs ahead of me to work my life off... but i dunno wat i wan... wat isit tat i reali wan? which line shld i go in? banking? sales? or wad?? argh... im lost... i dunno wat i wan or need to do...

i onli know 1 thing for sure n tat is i wan the 5Cs every gal hope for in a guy... i wan to acheive them myself... y do i need guys for? >>guys = crap = useless>> haha... procasinator i may sound but tats how i feel... the world has changed.. gals can no longer depends on guy anim... we r oso able to bring bread hm...

guys vs gals -> an endless topic

forget it... i shall keep it short n sweet...

to be cont. . .



3:07 PM


aManDa




Blog >> Blogging.. Wats tis? Technology is constantly changing.. No choice.. Gotta keep up wif the trend or i'll appear sua-ku.. haiz

Jus gotten a new com on sunday n applied maxonline today... hehe... finalli im rebornz aft so long.. gotta thank jun sheng actualli.. he inspired me to get a new com.. :)

Tis gonna be my first virgin blog... my blog is gonna tell u abt my life, my story... oopzz.. n my views...

so many things have been happening recently.. chk out the headlines recently?? yesh...ders china gal gg missing n getting killed yet another china woman kena chopped n thrown into the river... all sad tragedies of china ppl... shld we sympatise wif them or shld we say they deserve it?? i guess its up to each individual to decide but i wld say they dun deserve it yet i dun sympatise wif them..

y do i say so? bear in mind the purpose they had in wantin to come to spore. a country of riches n wealth..sm whr they can stay put n earn a gd livin compare to their home country wif ppl 10 times more than spore...

w/o such tinkin of greed to earn more, they may not end up in such a stage... fancy coming to spore to snatch jobs wif us... haiz... yet so many sporeans r wanting to brk into the china market.. wth??? the world is changing man...

next headlines tat score the past few days papers - NKF.. Mr Durai became famous overnite.. Suddenly he became the face on the dart board tat ppl wana throw darts at.. cos of the '$900 water tap tat is not expensive to him'... wif all the exclusive 'entitlements' he claim to be entitled... rubbish... how can he be entitiled to ppl's kind donations to the NKF patients for his own personal use to travel first class, get a gd car wif coe, road tax, insurance all paid by singaporean's donations?? tats so unfair.. no wonder the NKF show always ask for ppl to donate to 6888 or 6855 or 6833 which is more costly instead of 6868 which cost onli $5..

im full of regrets n had the absolute disgust n shame for Mr Durai... he's such a disappointment..
even thou he n other members of the board has resign, i've lost all faith in all donations n charity drives... who knows whr my donations will go to.. betta be safe than sorry... i'll rather lend a helpin hand instead of forking out money...


5:54 AM


aManDa