Thursday, April 27, 2006


the morning walk




On one of my usual walks to work in the morning today, amidst the drizzle, i had a sudden felt for words and tats abt r/s.

i reflected on my previous nite out with my 2 sistas n some other guy frens.. im truly amazed by these few of my frens which i wld reali like to salute to..

how shld i say it.. they r players of the love grd.. they have their own faithful significant other for yrs yet, they oso have the other half which they goes out partying with. u get wad i mean? yes, thats when u rch home n call ur faithful other that u r very tired n gg to slp soon. yet, at the hang up of the phone call, 'zoom' and u're out of the hse to meet the other half.

i've known my sistas for quite some time alrdy n i've only met one of the faithful half a few times which can be counted with 5 fingers but nv have i ever met the other faithful half of my sista..

but, i've met both their other half for countless times.. do u get wad i mean? they have truly, indeed impress me deeply n i dunno if i shld learn from them or be like them?

another player fren of mine, married but available. y r guys these days all like tis? somehow, i suddenly feel tat marriage is no longer another step to build up on your commitment for each other. rather, marriage seems like the graveyard for love.

r we reali living in a society filled with temptations? r we reali no longer be able to face jus tat faithful half of urs till our hair turns white, our teeth starts to drop n able to fart, burp freely without having to feel shy or embarrassed abt it?

on a happier note, im gonna attend a happy event this sunday and that is the wedding dinner of my colleague. it is in fact the first time im gonna attend the wedding of my own friend. in the past, i always tag along with someone else and tat saves me the ang pao money.. heee... but tis time round, im on my own n im indeed in a dilemia of how much to gif..

pertaining to this wedding, somehow, i feel i have aged n moved on to another stage of life. ppl no longer ask me if im attached cos the qns they ask me is if i m married and if i have any kids??!! omg~~ tat certainly reminds me again n again tat given 20, i no longer hv any change.. haizz~~

althou my frens ard me r all older than me n i always get knocked when i say im gettin old.. but recently, i jus have a cx whose wife is born in yr 1987 n tat certainly rings me an alarm askin me to wake up cos i m indeed old.

addin the number of candles on my bday cake each yr is like adding on responsibilties in my life. i can no longer raise out my hand n ask my parents for allowance.

anyway, all this r secondary cos on a even happier note to share with every1, i gt my advanced confirmation!!! wooh hoo!!! im jus 3 mths on the grd aft a 2 mths training n i gt my appraisal fr my boss for confirmation whereas there were some others who were in the bank for more than a yr n they've yet to rcv any news of their confirmation.

im oso the first in my training batch to get confirmed. sometimes, i m quite happy n satisfied with myself. being the youngest in my batch n with only a diploma n no workin experience , i was the first to get confirmation.

confirmation will oso means a promotion + pay increment!!! *blink blink*

oh my.. i feel so blessed.. i thank god for all tat he has given me.. he bless me with a gd job with a gd boss with gd prospects. wad more can i ask for?

not onli m i gettin my confirmation but oso my seniors who join the bank much longer than i do.. i knw im gettin a little out of hand here n may appear as proud n arrogant but i jus cant help it cos if u were in my shoes, u will be equally delighted.

its a long enuff post n i believe i shld end here n get on with my work. aft all, i jus rcv my appraisal n i shld work even harder cos my boss believes in me n i shld nt let him down.


9:35 AM


aManDa