finally another post
seriously, im nt too sure if any1 still reads my blog these days as i've sorta evaporates gradually from blogger.
anyway, talkin abt my life nw, i can say im generally quite satisfied with my life nw thou it can definitely be better.. i thank God for blessing me with a gd job tat pays me well. nt exactly well but generally gd enuff for a 22 yr old poly grad with no workin experience.. but life is meant to aim high.. n im still aiming for my own car b4 my 22nd bday..
b4 i turn 21, i had 3 wishes.. they were made when i was still with ivan.. my first wish was to get my class 3 license follow by graduating n gettin my dip.. last but nt least, to get married n be a MRS..
however, im glad at least i obtained the first 2 wishes but i failed to accomplish my last dream.. tats bcos i broke up with him in a fit of anger which still leaves me in regrets nw.. 3 yrs have past n im still tinkin abt him everyday jus like i did in the past...i gave some1 who loves n care for me so deeply n sincerely away.. i believe im the silliest person ever in the whole entire universe..
haiz.. forget abt the past.. tats wad every1 tells me.. almost all of my frens ard me r attached.. if nt, engaged or married.. sighzzZZ.. except me, single n available.. wads gettin into me?? no1 believes tat im single.. but indeed, i m.
keith once told me on msn 'i tink u need a bf'.
it came to me as a shock as he made this comment all of a sudden n it sure taken me aback.
nevertheless, i cann deny tis tat i myself tink i need a bf too. the best rs i ever had was with my first ever serious bf n needless to say, its ivan. he gave me way too many memories which still sits deeply in my heart.
i guess im exposed to many tings in life, thus makin myself feelin insecure of certain things..
i knw age is catchin up on me.. esp when ppl these days no longer ask me if i m attached anot cos the qns they ask me is whether i m married or do i have any kids at all.. duh~~!!! is tis wad u mean by a quarterlife crisis??
quite a few frens ask me recently wad kinda guy do i actually go for? my immediate response was, 'sm1 with a car'. well, im nt being materialistic but im a car lover. i love cars. im dying to drive my own car but i cann afford the down payment.. sighzz.. so i jus gotta clear my debts asap n save up for the down payment..
other than having a car, my guy mus be honest. it is a MUST cos i hate ppl lyin to me. i wld rather be told the hurtful truth than to find out myself.
besides that, i go ga-ga for guys who looks smart n suave in office wear yet cool in casual wear.. omg~ lOlzz...
he mus oso be hardworkin who have foresight n knows what he wans.. n its oso very important tat he mus earns more than me.. being any other typical gal, i do hope to be a xiao nu ren n be taken care of.. i wana be spared of the worries abt electrical bills, household expenses, etc etc.. i wana be able to work for the sake of workin rather than work for the sake of bringin rice back..
it's reali aint easy to find a gd guy nw.. i believe gd guys still exists jus tat i dun get the chance to meet them..
thus, i gave myself another 3 goals to achieve.. they r my personal goals..
1) to get my car b4 my 22nd bday
2) to be in privilege banking b4 my 24th bday
3) to get married b4 my 25th bday n be a mummy b4 26!!
i tink im a car fanatic.. i love lookin at cars.. n i like the hatchback kinda cars.. ya ya.. i knw im the typical kinda gals who like hatchback but i only like a few.. such as Jazz, swift.. i like fast cars.. actualli i like mazda 3 as well as rav4.. okok.. tink i shall stop here.. shall nt tink too much abt cars cos it'll only tempt me even more to get one..
i shall go surf other websites nw.. haiz.. i wish i have more funds in my cpf so tat i can invest in more funds.. nw i can onli look n nt be able to buy n the price jus keeps gg up!!! wth~
nvm.. life still goes on.. cheerios!!~~
11:36 PM
aManDa
finally another post
seriously, im nt too sure if any1 still reads my blog these days as i've sorta evaporates gradually from blogger.
anyway, talkin abt my life nw, i can say im generally quite satisfied with my life nw thou it can definitely be better.. i thank God for blessing me with a gd job tat pays me well. nt exactly well but generally gd enuff for a 22 yr old poly grad with no workin experience.. but life is meant to aim high.. n im still aiming for my own car b4 my 22nd bday..
b4 i turn 21, i had 3 wishes.. they were made when i was still with ivan.. my first wish was to get my class 3 license follow by graduating n gettin my dip.. last but nt least, to get married n be a MRS..
however, im glad at least i obtained the first 2 wishes but i failed to accomplish my last dream.. tats bcos i broke up with him in a fit of anger which still leaves me in regrets nw.. 3 yrs have past n im still tinkin abt him everyday jus like i did in the past...i gave some1 who loves n care for me so deeply n sincerely away.. i believe im the silliest person ever in the whole entire universe..
haiz.. forget abt the past.. tats wad every1 tells me.. almost all of my frens ard me r attached.. if nt, engaged or married.. sighzzZZ.. except me, single n available.. wads gettin into me?? no1 believes tat im single.. but indeed, i m.
keith once told me on msn 'i tink u need a bf'.
it came to me as a shock as he made this comment all of a sudden n it sure taken me aback.
nevertheless, i cann deny tis tat i myself tink i need a bf too. the best rs i ever had was with my first ever serious bf n needless to say, its ivan. he gave me way too many memories which still sits deeply in my heart.
i guess im exposed to many tings in life, thus makin myself feelin insecure of certain things..
i knw age is catchin up on me.. esp when ppl these days no longer ask me if i m attached anot cos the qns they ask me is whether i m married or do i have any kids at all.. duh~~!!! is tis wad u mean by a quarterlife crisis??
quite a few frens ask me recently wad kinda guy do i actually go for? my immediate response was, 'sm1 with a car'. well, im nt being materialistic but im a car lover. i love cars. im dying to drive my own car but i cann afford the down payment.. sighzz.. so i jus gotta clear my debts asap n save up for the down payment..
other than having a car, my guy mus be honest. it is a MUST cos i hate ppl lyin to me. i wld rather be told the hurtful truth than to find out myself.
besides that, i go ga-ga for guys who looks smart n suave in office wear yet cool in casual wear.. omg~ lOlzz...
he mus oso be hardworkin who have foresight n knows what he wans.. n its oso very important tat he mus earns more than me.. being any other typical gal, i do hope to be a xiao nu ren n be taken care of.. i wana be spared of the worries abt electrical bills, household expenses, etc etc.. i wana be able to work for the sake of workin rather than work for the sake of bringin rice back..
it's reali aint easy to find a gd guy nw.. i believe gd guys still exists jus tat i dun get the chance to meet them..
thus, i gave myself another 3 goals to achieve.. they r my personal goals..
1) to get my car b4 my 22nd bday
2) to be in privilege banking b4 my 24th bday
3) to get married b4 my 25th bday n be a mummy b4 26!!
i tink im a car fanatic.. i love lookin at cars.. n i like the hatchback kinda cars.. ya ya.. i knw im the typical kinda gals who like hatchback but i only like a few.. such as Jazz, swift.. i like fast cars.. actualli i like mazda 3 as well as rav4.. okok.. tink i shall stop here.. shall nt tink too much abt cars cos it'll only tempt me even more to get one..
i shall go surf other websites nw.. haiz.. i wish i have more funds in my cpf so tat i can invest in more funds.. nw i can onli look n nt be able to buy n the price jus keeps gg up!!! wth~
nvm.. life still goes on.. cheerios!!~~
11:36 PM
miss_a
