Sunday, October 30, 2005


Pls teach me how to be disciplined




guess wad. i tink im reali v lazy n super duper NOT DISCIPLINED AT ALL!!! wth.. din i mention many times tat i wana stay home tis wkend to study for M9?

but damnz,

i) i gave in to temptation ytd n went devils.
ii) i tell every1 tat i wana go home at 2am. end up i left at 5am.
iii) i skip salsa today cos i wana study but till nw, im still down here bloggin my 2nd post of the day. n tat is after watching 2 hrs of TV.
iv) im nt gonna study today cos im gg indochine later.

u c lah.. wkend is damn precious to me now lor.. i reali cant make the big sacrifice to bury myself in books!!

u knw wad, its onli right nw den i realise hw much i adores jeans n all my spagetti, tube, halter tops, etc.

Y?

if u clad urself in office wear 5 times a wk, u tell me if u will worship ur pair of jeans n mini skirt on wkend anot lah! duh...

but guess wad, my mum has been naggin at me daily for tis wkend n complain tat i go out too often n seldom at home.. worse of all, i come home so 'early'.

(pls read tat 'early' refers to Early In The Morning)

how can i come home 'late' wif Devils opening until 6am, Momo until 5am?!?!?! u tell me!! i cant do it.

sometimes i feel im a bad girl.

Y?

fr the conservative n traditional point of view,

i m a gal.

BUT,

I Drink,
I Smoke.

Plus,

I always go D.I.S.C.O and P.U.B.S.

And,

I never come home before 12am unless i come home straight aft work.

Gosh... which mother-in-law will like her daughter-in-law to be like tat??

OMG!! My Freaking GOD!!!!!!!

But, on the gd points to console myself is tat,

1st point to note,

I DONT GAMBLE!!!

nth great rite? cos most gals doesn gamble rite? but u r wrong. I used to haf 2 gal frens who bet on soccer.. n they dun jus bet. they bet heavily.. n when they lost, they dun haf $ to pay, den they borrow fr loansharks. den ... hai.. their story too long n complicated liao.. nt for me to comment anim.

althou i do play mahjong but i play leisure mahjong which means tat i play jus to kill time n usually play on 20 40 cent. not alot rite? once in a blue moon or maybe pink moon, i will play 50 cent 1 dollar. PINK moon leh so u can knw how seldom is tat liao.

therefore, i dun see myself as a GAMBLER!! heezzZ

2nd point to note,

I DONT TAKE DRUGS!!!

well, to be frank, i admit tat i haf tried drugs b4 but tat is many yrs back. i took it back den out of curiousity n i felt tat i live onli once so wana try to haf a feel of every aspect of life.

so, i tried the more famous drugs which r E, K n 5. the feeling is nt gd cos u dun haf control of urself.

I DEFINITELY DISCOURAGE PPL FR TAKING DRUGS!!

n i knw of a gal who takes drugs as rice.. damn terrible n i feel sad whenever i c her.. cos she forever looks so stone n gone.. haizz... no matter hw much i try to brain wash her, she still takes it.. i can onli pray tat she comes to her senses soon..

But, i nv got addicted to drugs therefore i guess i can b labelled as DRUG-FREE!! >_<

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right nw, i haf calculated tat it is 3 days to my M9 paper n Mon n Wed is Self Study so i can study in LDC. Plus, Tues is Deepavali so i gt ample time to study!!

haiz.. i knw im jus giving myself an excuse to be lazy.. but pls, for the past 20 yrs, i nv study way b4 a paper. im the kind who always burn last min midnight oil.

damn terrible rite? its okie. cos at least i manage to pass all the way til nw.
ya ya hor? its okie. cos its my own life.

i shall end here nw cos im late!!! i meet Aaron 8pm at Indochine n its 7.30pm liao n im stil here?!?!??!!?

omg!!

time to tataz liao!!

bye folks!!~~


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