i m fat but so wad?!

i read in one of my fren's blog. she posted a pic of me n her. some1 commented in her chatterbox tat 'amanda is damn fat wif all tat gross flabs'. all i can say is this, 'thanks to the person who made tat comment!'

however, i wld like to say tis, yes, i may be fat. i do nt haf a slim n slender figure wif flat tummy, thin arms n legs, but so wad? I CAN LOSE WEIGHT!

so wad if u r skinny but u haf a buang face? u tell me! unless u're damn filthy rich n can afford to go for a full face plastic surgery den pls go ahead! however, so wad even u bcm so damn gorgeous n pretty? aftall, tat isnt the real u.

have u ever heard of tis 3 sentences?

Great minds discuss Ideas,

Average minds discuss Events,

Small minds discuss People.

i admit i've gt a big tummy wif flabby arms n legs but so? i dare to say at least i've gt a pretty face. nt the god damn gorgeous kind but at least im able to make heads turn. n all tis is despite my big tummy + flabby arms n legs.

check out my tummy in this pic!! -------->

but overall, be honest, u tell me, is tis pic ugly?

btw, mind u! i do haf a proportional body k. its nt as if onli one part of my body is fat n the rest skinny. my fats r well distributed all over my body k. unlike some skinny gals.. they r meatless all over their body except a buldgin tummy. is tat wad u call nice? oh pls..

btw, wld u prefer to hug a skeleton or a bear?

fyi, im blessed to be a carnivore cos i simply love n cant do w/o meat!!! im nt a hardcore veggie person n i cant survive jus on eating greens alone!! life is definitely more than eating salads!! living in a food of paradise where u can get food jus at a snap of finger, how do u expect me to resist the temptation n say no to all the pasta, chicken wings, crabs, prawns, etc etc!? u tell me how?

i love indulging in sinful delights. my all time fave is seafood!! i adores seafood sooooo much!! treat me a chilli crab n i'll be more than willingly to gobble it down at once. i've even once finished 2 crabs all by myself!!

aftall, im jus a typical singaporean who loves to eat, slp n shop!! where gt the time n mood to go exercise?! i'll do it onli on a gd hair day whereby i've painted new colors on my nails. other than tat, i'll rather stay at hm n sit infront of my pc than to work it out at the gym! in short, im jus lazy n i love to eat n slp. haha~

oh yah.. did i forget to mention tat im a supper lover?! i loves n enjoy eating supper!! my appetite is the best in the wee hours!! ever since i started clubbing few yrs bac, i'll go for supper no matter how drunk i m...

there was once when my fren is alrdy dead drunk n wish to go hm n slp but being the mean fren i m, i help him to my fren's place for him to rest while i cont eating my Boon Tong Kee chicken rice fr River Valley! i cant slp on an empty stomach!

my fave supper hangouts include the fish soup stall at river valley, newton, havelock for bak kut teh.. even thou my frens dun eat much, i'll still cont eatin n finish all the stingray, kang kong n lala.. these r the 3 dishes i usually order..

i live onli once so y shld i torture myself n say no to all the gd food? do i look dumb, stupid or moron to u? if u do tink i m, den pls go look at urself in the mirror n c who's the dumb 1?!

i may b fat but at least im nt short. im above 1.6m k n my BMI definitely falls in the healthy range! to hell wif those who tink im fat cos i m nt k. i stil get many privileges for being a gal k.
privileges as in special treatment fr sales/service staff!

for those who know me, they'll know im a hardcore clubber n drinker.. wednesday is my fave day cos its ladies nite! go to any club on wed n u'll c a big pool of gals crowding infront of the bar tryin to get their free drinks. n im one of them, but i got mine easily while many of those gals r stil tryin to wave n wave n wave, tryin to get the attention of the bartenders but nt me k.

haf u ever tried to upsize ur drink n pay jus the price of a regular drink? well, i did! the guy rejected my 50cents when i wanted to upsize my drink..

haf u ever gt a refill of vodka for ur jug of vodka orange? well, i did! many of us has definitely complain at least once in their clubbing life time tat the drinks the clubs serve are of no standard. we usually taste more orange than vodka.. therefore, there was once when i casually mention to the bartender in one of the clubs tat i cant taste the vodka at all. immediately, he added more vodka w/o me askin for it! aft tat, my frens n i could reali taste the vodka!!

haf u ever gt a free top up of tea leaves when u go for tea wif ur frens so tat u can jus cont to refill wif hot water n cont sippin ur tea der w/o having to pay for another fresh new pot of tea? well, i got tat.

many of us love gg ktv, so do i.. i love gg ktv.. n those who haf gone ktv will know tat i'll always end up wif alot of ktv vouchers while usually one rm onli entitled to one voucher but wif me ard, every1 gets 1! lOlz~

alrite, i know im being very very damn damn bitchy today. u may tink im tryin to hao lian but pls, im nt. i m jus so damn freaking upset n hurt by tat comment posted by tat sm1 in my fren's blog. i jus hope to console myself tat i may be fat but at least i do nt haf a buang face n i stil get many entitlements n privileges.

im gonna post a few pics of myself. pls tell me. m i reali tat buang/jialat/bad anot? isit reali a sin to be more on the fleshy side?

i posted photos of my full length. pls judge n be honest wif me. ok, i've gt more pics.

notice tat all these pics r full length shots of myself.

okie. wadeva it is, i will try to be more hardworking n visit the gym more often. aftall, i've alrdy paid tat sum of money. mus use until i song rite? haha~

im gg prepare to go out now. i haf a long day ahead!~ work, work n more work!!! arghZZZ!!~~

11:41 AM

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