Tuesday, August 09, 2005


Help!!!!




Wth!!! Wats wrong wif the guys these days? Y do i seems to meet crazy ppl all at a time? I mention b4 tat sm1 ask me to marry him previously n I KENA ANOTHER ONE AGAIN!!!! WTH?!?!?!

i got woken up by a msg like tis 'Hello.. Guess who i m... 3' n i din reply..den another msg came 'Still waiting for ur perfume?' so i replied 'who r u?' den tis fella ask me cont guessg n i gt so disturb by it tat i replied 'If u dun wana say, its okie.. Im nt so free to play guessg games wif u.' den he disclose himself n told me who he is aft a while...

he told me he gotten me the perfume which i casually ask for when he told me he gg overseas recently.. ok so i ask him how much it was den he say he got sth ask me.. so of cos i ask 'wad thing' den he say 'Marry Me'!!!! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!

tis fella lagi worse than guy E (the one previously ask me marry him liao).. than i say he crazy n for wad he wana marry me... the ans he gave me was 'I like u.. n love u.. U r always on my mind..' wTHHHHH... den he msg me again sayin he's serious.. i jus simply cant b bothered to reply liao... crazy fella..

alriteys..let me tel u more abt this 2 guys who ask me marry them.. i gotta knw both of them thru work.. (ya.. my job as a freelance dancer) n tats quite sm time ago liao.. the first guy is Mr E n the second guy is Mr S.. I knw of Mr E's feelings towards me for very long liao.. For Mr S, he onli told me not too long ago but i dun gif a damn abt him.. i went out wif him for a while.. less than an hr n i cant stand it...

alrite.. mainly is bcos he's tooooooooo ugly tat i cant stand tat face of his... it was the mango sale den.. so i jus go into the shop n refuse to come out.. until he gt a lil impatient tat im taking too much time den i ask him to leave!! he's so pimple face... full of big protruding pimples on his face... YUCKIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! he's a SUPER NOT ELIGIBLE GUY at all!!! even if the whole world of guys diess, wont even wana consider marrying him!!! I'LL RATHER STAY SINGLE THAN MARRY SM1 LIKE HIM!!! (i jus rcv another msg fr him aft me tellg him he's crazy n ask him stop joking. tis wad he reply 'Tis is no laughing matter.. Im not crazy or siao.. i seriously love u..')

omg....!!!~~~ i cant believe such a thing is happening to me now.. i nv started out on anyth wif tis 2 guys but at least Mr E is a much betta choice... he's more gd looking wif a gd dress sense, got a career.. got a car, got credit card n cash.. out of 5 Cs, he got all the 4Cs.. he's definitely a much betta choice than Mr S..

i dun mind marrying Mr E.. in fact im actuali considering now.. as i mention b4, it might be a dream come true for most gals esp the tai tai wannabes.. but im stil tinkg...

as for the 2nd guy Mr S, he's definitely a NO-NO.. when he tel me he seriously love me, i jus replied 'But i seriously dun love you' n he actualli can tel me 'can try to'... omg... tis sooOOO crAZY!!! arghhhhhh....

i've got tis tot in my mind now.. when guys reach a certain age in their late 20s, is marriage the onli thing they wan esp when they've got a certain level of accomplishment? having gotten the necessities n been der done tat.. so they jus wish to settle down wif a gal n start a family?

i guess its true... i dun mind settling down nw despite my young age of 21 cos i've always wanted to marry young so i wont haf generation gap wif my children.. besides, few of my gal frens r oso married.. alot of ppl haf got married these days.. sm shot gun but sm r nt.. aniw, im alrdy turng 21 soon.. its oso of a marriagable age... well frens, jus wait for my updates.. maybe i'll reali marry Mr E tis dec or next jan n b tai tai.. but mayb i'll not..

aftall, in tis 21st century, marriage is no longer 'ai qing de fen mu'.. cos divorce is soooo damn common these days.. ppl do change over time.. a couple can date for a long time but cant live wif each other aft marriage.. so i guess the period of datin is nt impt at all.. u nv knw if ur partner wil stil be the same as wad he is nw 10 20 yrs later..~~

aniw, it all depends.. nth is impossible.. lets jus wait n c..~~

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btw, i've yet to update my clubbg on National Day Eve... ya.. as expected, i went momo.. ya its AGAIN... lOlz.. i've gradually bcm a regular der n u'll definitely spot me der every wed, fri n sat..

well, i was in at hm the whole day until joseph came fetch me at 9+ den we go for dinner.. i gt a craving for balestier bak kut teh so we went der but to our amaze, there's a long q for it!!! oh gosh... tis the 1st time i c a long q outside their shop.. i start to wonder does ppl eat bak kut teh to celebrate National Day? erm... i reali dunno...

aniw, we gave it a miss.. its crazy to q up to eat.. moreover i hate q-ing!! zhenwei n jonah is supposed to join us for dinner but cos of a ger who is takin a long time to prepare.. wth...so we jus meet them der...

joshua, for the 1st time is finali gonna join me at momo.. he always tel me there v crowded.. drinks exp.. etc.. n he actuali called me n say he'll join me tonite.. lOlzz.. therefore, i told him i'll bring him in..

as usual, we sat at the same table again.. so i ask joseph y r we always at tat table n he say it has bcm a permanent table for jonah liao.. he has bcm the PR (Permanent Resident) der liao.. aniw, we jus drink n talk.. tats all..

abt 2am, joseph ask me wana go hm anot cos the rest haf left.. i was damn disappointed cos its stil so early den wana go bac liao.. sm more its national day today.. can slp late.. but still, i left wif him.. initially i tot they wanted to go eat supper but they dun wan so left both of us.. n i heard its bcos of charmaine so they left cos she's the one who wana go bac cos she's bored.. wth...~~

ya she's the extra person at our table.. she's the neither here nor there.. tats wat they say.. cos she's not pretty yet ugly.. n she's not any of the gf of any of the guys now.. n, she dun drink much.. always drinkin green tea or coke.. n, according to joseph, she always smoke other ppl cig.. (well, althou im lik tat oso but its bcos i onli smoke when i drink so its pointless for me to get a pack when i cant finish it rite?) but she's nt.. there was once when she brought onli a stick to momo.. once she finish tat stick, she keep on takin ciggies from joseph.. wth!!~~

luckily joseph bought an extra packet cos he scared it wont be enuff for both of us frm the way he look at charmaine.. n he dun wan me to not haf ciggies to smoke when i rch momo.. true enuff, the 1st pack was finished by her.. damn it..

i ask joshua if she's pretty anot n he say no.. later, i ask him 'she nt pretty meh?' n he gif me irritated look n say 'aiyah.. i told u she nt pretty at all la..' den joseph ask me to ask if he tinks she's ugly n he say she's nt.. so to summarise, she's nt pretty n she's nt ugly.. she's the kind whom ppl wont wana pass a 2nd glance at her.. well.. sad leh.. even my fren who 1st time c her oso say the same thing as the rest of the guys..

im glad tonite quite a few ppl compliment tat i look very pretty.. heezz.. so thick skin of me rite.. lOlzz.. when joshua 1st saw me outside momo, he was lik..'wow u look so feminine tonite.. n tease me ask if im celebrating my bday anot...' lOlzz.. joseph oso told me the same thing.. den one of their frens mos, gave the same compliment n ask me if joseph is my bf but i jus tell him 'its complicated'.. lOlzz.. den he cont to ask me wats my status wif joseph nw n i jus keep quiet.. then their another fren cal edmund i tink.. he saw me n was shocked.. n say i look different today.. looks very pretty.. *blush* so happy got so many compliments tonite.. ^hee hee^

aniw, aft momo, joseph ask me go eat supper so as usual we went to river valley eat fish soup.. yeah man.. tats my fave supper hangout... i loveee tat fish soup.. last time intro ivan der n he got hook nw i bring joseph der he oso got hooked.. lolzz~~ we ordered the usual stuff, kang kong, stingray, la la n fish soup.. i wanted order crayfish but they dun cook in the style i wan.. damn.. so i gif it a miss.. when given the bill, luckily i chk cos they charge us 2 rice when we nv had it at all.. damn.!!~~ wana cheat our 60cents sia.. lOlzz.. well.. jus jk.. every1 makes mistakes..

okie.. tis blog is way long enuff liao.. i shall stop here!!!~~

btw,

Happy
National
Day ! ! !~~


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